What is the most stupid thing you have done, that you immediately get ashamed

[methyldreams]

lol ive wondered so many times what you could use other then water... Thankfully theres always a mcdees or gas station or sumwhere to get a little water... But when you think about it how much worse could piss be then dope?

thats fucking classic!!!

 

[miscbrahh]

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Second one.

Back in my heyday of my rock bottom stage like 5 years ago, my friend (I had a crush on her, she is so hot)and I were dopesick in the car, having just copped 4 pills, two for each of us, and we just parked in a ghetto parking lot to do our shot. We were sooo sick. We didn't have any water in the car to shoot! Shit! I had some orange gatorade, so I used that. She insisted on not using that, she thought it was going to be dangerous.

So of course, she decides to piss in a cup, and use that. "Whaaat Ali!? It's sterile! It's better than that flavored sugarwater shit you are using!". So as she pisses in the backseat into a cup (She had talent, doing that without a penis and all), I was cooking up my shot, both of my pills, and as she starts to make her way back to the front seat after pissing and cooking her shot, she smells my shot cooking as she hovers over the spoon to crawl over the front seat, and she instantly ralphs all over me, AND on my shot. She ruined my shot, and I'm covered in taco bell barf. What used to be a nacho cheese chalupa...is on me and in my spoon. I was so frustrated...I (a 23 year old man) start sobbing. She tries to console me, and she kisses me. Yes...with her barfy mouth. But I had a crush on her...and she must have knew it, so she made out with me for about a minute. Then, she took a clean rig...squirted half of her piss-heroin into the new tool, jabs it into my jugular after telling me to hold very still (I was cleaning my steering wheel and my gear shifter at the time. I didn't know what she was planning on doing, until she did it. I felt an incredible rush as her piss-heroin concoction flowed through my veins. With a bit of a surprise, she had cocaine and I didn't even know, and I got surprised by the rush of the coke, the heroin, and the flooding realization that she had to have used her piss shot when she gave me half.

you have GOT to be kidding me

i literally pinched myself to make sure i wasn't dreaming... then i realized i am browsing BL...

i realize it's an old post and all but damn, this is one of the craziest things i've ever read on this site, let alone the internet

 

[phatass]

you have GOT to be kidding me

i literally pinched myself to make sure i wasn't dreaming... then i realized i am browsing BL...

i realize it's an old post and all but damn, this is one of the craziest things i've ever read on this site, let alone the internet

DaMN!! that's some crazy shit...

CaptainKratom... i feel for ya, that was very high quality and relitevely high quantity stash that "went down the drain"...

As for me, the most embarrasing, i woulld say wakin up in Reanimation in hospital, asking the nurse what had happened, why i was there? and i realise as she's saying "you od'ed" that i did indeed, i was and am ashamed, also embarrassed, but to a slightly lesser degree and said something along the lines of "FUCK! not again" ... Because i have aquired so much knowledge on RC's (but also meds, drugs etc.) doses, LD-50's, ROA's, BA's, mechanisms of action etc. etc. etc. That for me to OD brings me shame (yes i take pride in my mostly useless in depth knowledge in specific domains, which are unlikely to come in usefull in day to day life ), i do forgive myself though because under the influence of MXE, 2C-P, 25c-nBOME (in this case), one's judgement is highly impaired...
We are never 100% "safe" as drug/med (ab)user's, even with all the knowledge and a maximum amount of precautions (neither of which i claim to have, just so we're clear...)

Got swindled when i was 14, in the train on the way to the projects, a random bloke engages in conversation, not dressed tracksuit style or baggy's, in retrospect he was blatantly overly friendly, smoothely but rather rapidly switches the topic to weed/hash, finds out we're going to score, persuades a friend and myself to give him the money, he'll go and "get the hash from his brother who lives next to the station", we'll get a better deal than in the PJ's, we won't have to carry from the PJ's back to the station a walk where the pigs/filth/police men like to intercept the users, furthermore this random bloke explained that he would get a stick of hash bla bla bla.
Wow, it's a win win win situatio, this seems very convinient for my friend and i, allthough we both knew the golden rule of "no giving cash up front", or even less "sit here, i'll go get and be right back" it when you don't know your dealer well, and even then should be precautious, but it was too tempting to get our hash without any hassle...
So we give him our money which we had saved specifically to get some puff for the weekend, at age 14 i had an allowance which was rather low, but had one none the less... not everyone does (i also sustained my cannabis use, by helping out friends who were too scared to go to the PJ's and/or didn't have a good connect)... anyway he takes the money, when i picture it now i can see a sparkle in his eyes and a micro smile as we hand the cash over, instructs to us to wait for him at the station "15 minutes max"... by 45 minutes passed we realised we'd been conned, after waiting 1 hour we head back home, no hash no cash