the new yrs experience this time mite hav topped my last intense drug trip......im still painfully nursing it all off 2 nites later and normally my hangovers r fairly mild
id just planned on candy-flipping at a party on an island off the coast, catching a ferry wiv my mates, getting sloshed on the way over and smoking our last wistful hit of meth for a half yr together at 12 o clock
that wudda messed me up pretty gd
instead things didnt go as planned, my mates didnt turn up and my utha friend who turned up 2 drop me in the city wiv them got shitty wiv me - so i thought ahh wat the hell, i was in withdrawal and felt like i wished i was dead, a bad time 2 start ur new yrs drug binge
i smoked stacks and weed and snorted coke wiv my shitty friend, who wasnt shitty at that point, drowned myself in alcohol, tipped back sum absinthe, indulged in fuckloads of meth and ice and poped 2 diffrent Es and 2 legal party pills
i wudda liked sum acid but then i thought i mite give myself a bad trip cos id already got friendly wiv nearly evryone on the streets that nite and tried 2 ram my way past security guards 2 get into sky city and flagged down a taxi then told the taxi driver if he took me home for free id let him hug me
i think evrypne was staring cos half the time i was spinning out, trying 2 keep myself standing up, seeing and hearing evrything all fucked up
wen i got home i threw a rage, throwing things around and kicking things in, smashing shit, not feeling pain just glorious fucked-up-on-drugs fury
i think i scared the shit outta my mum, god im a mess-up
ok long post.....anutha new yrs resolution shud b stop ranting on and on bout shit, it spells crazy tweaker