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what is something that you miss about drugs when you don't have them? Triggers, etc

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...aside from their ability to get you high, of course! For me, what I'm talking about is a quality about them that your body reacts to, even if you sense it and don't get the desired high. For me, it's always been the SMELL that is a trigger. I used to love the smell/taste I would get of APAP (of all things) from swallowing a bunch of painkillers at once. Or the smell of burning plastic...or chemicals...or whatever it is that crack smells like. You know how some things just SMELL like your DOC? I was using a pen earlier today and I could smell the chemical smell of the ink, and it reminded me of crack. It's very triggering. I just had a heavy binge over the weekend and I plan to stay away for another couple of weeks at least, but when I SMELL things that remind me of the drugs it makes it more difficult for me to abstain. Thoughts?
 
When i smell burnt sugar or someones got on a real sugary scent. The heroin i used to chase taste Exactly like the smoke from burning sugar
 
aluminum foil, even seeing a brand new unwrinkled slice...from smoking fent off of it for like a year.

nothing gets my adrenaline going more than when i see someone on invervention hit a crack pipe....and i havn't even smoked crack in 5 years and was nowhere near as into it as i ever was into heroin. i can watch ppl shoot up on invervention all day, but if i see someone hitting a crack pipe i feel like i just took a small hit
 
The taste in the back of my throat I get right after shooting up a powerful opiate/oid. But yeah, that would require me using. If not that, the smell of H being smoked off foil or just the damn sight of enough of any opiate/oid powerful enough to get me well, or if I'm not dopesick to begin with (been a while), to get me nice and blissfully opiated.
 
The taste after iv especially with that yayo and herron

That crazy helicopter sound an sinking/spinning from a fat iv ketamine shot.

The jello feeling an loose limbs of benzo opiate an soma combo.

That calm moment chain smoking cigs.
 
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