xtcgrrrl
Bluelight Crew
I have bipolar and I have found (from experience) that most psychoactive drugs are a bad idea. I have experienced most and here is what I think: weed makes me paranoid, and I don't enjoy it. Speed drugs such as meth are also unenjoyable for the same reason. LSD was fun in the beginning but then I started to "go in too deep" and have bad trips. Ecstasy I really enjoyed, it was probably the one drug I really miss. Prescription drugs are too addictive. I became addicted to benzos and that was a mistake. I personally stayed away from opiates becuz they made me nauseous AND I could see myself getting addicted if I used them too much. Now I only use mild pills such as gabapentin and a bit of loperamide (it's not that effective to get you high but it does have painkilling properties.) and a little alcohol but not to excess. Really, if you have a mental illness I suggest you stay away from hard drugs. It's not worth it and I wish I never touched certain drugs.
