What is guiding your life at the moment?

[Jabberwocky]

Is it addiction, depression, anxiety etc?

For me I would have to say it's probably my depression, anxiety, addiction to booze and my uni goal.

 

[I NUK3D U]

broken heart (honestly).

 

[silentangst]

Depression kinda is, but it's my job more at the moment.

 

[hyroller]

My non-ending cycle of blows & knockouts... or what seems to be...

but also cultivating my spiritual/astrological interests as separate from all the crap. Gives me something to be enthused about and illuminated by

 

[deadhead507461]

I am running on hope and dreaming.
Hope that my future will work out for what I want, Hope that I can make my dreams of success become reality. Life is tough now, I have to be positive otherwise I would go psychotic in no time.

 

[Hector]

NA at the moment. Have yet to be clean for a week but i'm working on it. Each day at a time. Anyway, it keeps me busy and it helps relieve the overwhelming preoccuption I have with using every day. Going to meetings also helps with my anxiety. Today i'm clean and i'm not worrying about a need I thought I had to take something to get me through a day.

 

[Draigan]

Just getting through the day. Working hard. Getting healthy.

 

[megawoof]

tracking my parcel of shipment of drugs online and knowing im going to be high/happy for a while then the misery will start all over again