sonicwhite
Bluelighter
Ok, on Prozac. On lyrica on Effexor and risperdal. Remeron and klonopin.
The only drug that has a profound effect on my self esteem and depression is lyrica but it has to be taken in large doses which causes me to run out. I've been through the med go round for ten years. I have not found something that works so well.
I get it in my head that I'm abusing it. Therefore not doing as the doc says. Which makes me feel extremely guilty.
So how do I come to terms with this. Do I need to lock myself up for three months until we figure what the heck is going on. What do I have to lose. I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm just extremely worn out of having great days than sucky days. Kratom works for the pain but only for a short while. I have no clue what to do in my life.
The only drug that has a profound effect on my self esteem and depression is lyrica but it has to be taken in large doses which causes me to run out. I've been through the med go round for ten years. I have not found something that works so well.
I get it in my head that I'm abusing it. Therefore not doing as the doc says. Which makes me feel extremely guilty.
So how do I come to terms with this. Do I need to lock myself up for three months until we figure what the heck is going on. What do I have to lose. I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm just extremely worn out of having great days than sucky days. Kratom works for the pain but only for a short while. I have no clue what to do in my life.