I don't crave anything right now! I just got what I needed the most; it happened again. I had to change the previous answer just one small bit
Here we go again:
I just had a splendid dose of methadone (about two hours ago I mean) and I must say I'm happily surprised because it feels like such a wonderful, almost unexpected relief to my previous state of intense tension, just as painful as that can be, true ache of tightness; resulted from the duration of rigid concentration, demand of hours, demanded hours; the relief of recovering, lovely and sudden lessening of the pressure, the great positive change to my whole qualitative being, the winning of my prime and wellbeing, oh boy, feels the same as those pleasures of drinking when nearly deadly dehydrated: the effect of cool, heavenly water to a thirsty one; those immense pleasures of hydration, felt hand by the hand with the flow of water; when the water goes down the thirsty throat, the pleasure gets created; when the water gives a holy rinse, waves of the pleasure greatly hit; threatening thirst and sparkling water, the powerful seed and the beginning sweet, refreshing recovery and a new-born freedom of the thirst; all of those causally chained, all progressed or achieved in the nearly the same time, each immediately following from the other or co-existing; when water rapidly brings back the lost balance, it feels like an original divine moment of cooling down the cruel flames of burning hell. Tension, like the thirst, manages to grow hellish in degree; pains remain mostly unnoticed because some other form of action, work of primarily valuable puts all lows of secondarily growing down; in the shadowy realm and as first place neglected, evils like tenseness and thirst grown to a degree in the serious compulsive obsession... Only then they'll primarily important, hostile problems; And IT will be a truely, heavenly moment when that over-heated, tensed and tight as hell strong state could possibly get rid of its painful pressure. And when such wonderful event would happen, totally all-forgiving interval of successive course of indefinitely many of recovering relievings of ordered sequence in the time... It is like breathing all tension wholly away with one brief, deep and completely relaxing exhalation giving all the most needed restful peace of mind back in the most charitable moment.
That is the thing to crave sometimes when feeling much too stressed and bothered by that stress!