Fucking coke, or crack. I haven't smoked crack in over a year, I miss that taste, and feeling better than I ever have in my entire life for a few seconds. I kinda wanna try heroin too, I never have, but I've always liked opiates. I'm kinda stuck at a point right now where I could start doing this shit more, and I want to, but also at the point where I think I have some drug abuse issues, so I'm a little stuck. I dunno, i'll probably fuck up in the end, it's gotten much worse as of late, it's fucking crazy how I can rationally think about it and still do it though, doesn't make sense. Currently, I just want to stop smoking as much weed, that'll take me out of the haze I've been living in for the past year, as that's probably how long it's been since I haven't been stoned almost 24/7. They say weed's not addicting, and I agree, but you sure don't want to quit when you need to. Oh yeah, I almost forgot I've got a drinking problem too, haha, I've gotta work on not getting drunk every night too. Lately, it's been K'pins + alcohol + weed + nitrous + random drugs(K, Coke, various opiates, more benzos. Probably more shit, but my memory is a little fucked). It's kinda like I'm addicted to just not being sober, I dunno, I just seem to not be able to resist any drug I can get, ever. Meh, maybe I'll come to my senses eventually, if not, I guess I'm pretty fucked.