Ok then, bike riding, glass blowing (when I get to, no torch these days, only when others let me use their setups, need to get my own again some day), pursuing girls (i get laid from time to time but can't seem to keep one, last one, Kristen, recently fucked with me then went back to rehab after just 1 week, I thought we mighta spent the summer together), also all kinda of arts, painting, street art, other forms of art, esp folk arts, poetry, spoken word stuff, more the appreciating of these than the creating.
As far as the heroin and coping, the way I see it its hard to quit heroin when there's a hole in your heart from lack of female companionship, love, and affection. Its very difficult to quit using a substance which fills that void/hole in my heart/soul/mind so very well..
It is what it is.. I would have hung myself years ago from feeling lonely if it weren't for heroin. At least with heroin I'm still alive.