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what have you learned about yourself today?

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i question or doubt myself too much.
i'm different
i'm a good person
i question everything, then come up with the same answers i already know
I have to stop thinking and live in the moment more.
 
Originally posted by ar_gee:

I have to stop thinking and live in the moment more.
same here. thinking is good and all, but i feel like i'm missing something.
i also learned that, as much as we'd all like to, no one can change the past. pretty standard, yes, but until you really fuck something up, you don't really realize how much you wish things had gone totally different...
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I learned today that its not wise to jump head first into a physically challenging job when you hadn't worked for 9 months.
I learned that $8/hr is really shit...
I also learned that had i gotten my shit together 2 months ago, i would be waking up next to the person i care deeply for rather then my dog... and its depressing to think bout that.. (but im still optimisitc bout that one.... kinda)
=)
 
I learned that I should never do jumping jacks on a concrete floor for extended periods of time.... man my calves hurt like no other right now.
OH.. I also learned that I need to practice a LOT more on my mixing.... or at least focus better.
 
That I can have some pretty pleasant dreams.
That my writing is on point when I'm not blinded by anger.
That every little thing is gonna be all right.
That I'm more intelligent than I let myself be a lot of the time.
Oh, and that you all smell.
[ 26 February 2003: Message edited by: EbowTheLetter ]
 
I have learned that i have a lot more to learn about my self that i thought.
I have learned that i am a stronger person than i originally thought.
 
"Seems Iike the more I think I know
the more I fined I dont.
Every answer opens up so many questions".
The Dead Kennedys -
I find myself thinking this many times during the day. Its so true. But I know I love pot much more than I ever have and its really helping to open up a long closed part of me. Even if that made no since.
 
Today I learned that I do have the ability to swallow my pride and admit to a friend that I was wrong and that it kills me to not speak to her, especially when she's sitting 5 feet from me!
 
That I can conquer any fear
and
that I laugh in the face of danger! .....AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA
[ 28 February 2003: Message edited by: nephil ]
 
I can handle others lives with kid gloves, but I'm really tough on myself. And I need a break from that.
 
today i've learned that there are some people out there who think they are right about things when they aren't.
i've learned to let somethings go b/c they are not worth my breath.
there are people out there who truely dont give a shit about their friendship and are easily willing to throw them away b/c they are too scared to admit they were wrong about it!
 
... that I'm definitely not as strong as many people and I myself think I am.
 
Ok.
I realized this yesterday:
I must read more published linear works--books--and post less on the internet. Because my grammar and attention span is terrible.
 
That I have a weird system of grief.
At first I dont seem to care someone has died. Gradually as I think and dwell more on it I start to get really sad to the point of tears.
Then it goes back to not caring..
then back down again.
That my fake smile looks genuine.
That I can be too blunt and direct.
That I dont appreciate life enough.
I really am lonely.
I might be getting a coldsore.
^^^^^^^hmmm actually that makes me look really depressed. Im not really but the last couple of days have certainly allowed me to learn alot more about the darker side of myself I dont normally dwell on.
R.I.P J Henley
 
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