I am currently fighting a 4 year long heroin addiction at 21 years old.. trying to kick it. Whenever I get clean I feel so flat and depressed that I feel I will never feel good again and thats what keeps me relapsing. Its bullshit.
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This, but with different numbers. 9 years, not straight, at 28. Last 2.5 years went mad hard. Shot up multiple times a day probably around 350-355 out of a 365 day year. I have two entire shoeboxes that are filled to the brim (and a bunch more in my backpack) with needles that I don't know what to do with.