What good medication can I score for bipolar mania/depression and psychosis?

[urklab]

Long story short, I was diagnosed with psychosis and bipolar mania at the beginning of this year due to a DXM related incident. Basically I thought I was God and reality wasn't real; I've since learned the difference. Lol looking back at it, it was kinda funny but nowadays shit isn't too hilarious. I have since been diagnosed with this depression thing.

Anyways, I was wondering if there's any good psychedelic / other drugs I could get prescribed for either psychosis or bipolar mania / depression?

I certainly don't have manic episodes anymore nor am I psychotic, and I'm not depressed, just down from a shitty year.

So bluelight community, any suggestions? The best thing I've gotten so far was Ambien and Temazepam for some slight insomnia: I know I could do better.

Any suggestions open. I'm a pretty convincing actor and can fake some symptoms for some goods.

god am I a horrible person?

 

[Lolie]

We don't give advice on deceiving doctors here but you seem horribly misinformed about psychoactive drugs and I'd like to address that.

None of the anti-manic, anti-psychotic drugs have much in the way of recreational potential.

The diagnostic criteria for bipolar disorder specifically exclude drug induced mania and psychosis. You would almost certainly have been prescribed maintenance meds if there was a solid bipolar diagnosis.

If you've been diagnosed with depression then I'm not sure why you haven't been prescribed antidepressants, but those aren't "happy pills" either.

Try getting treatment for your actual symptoms before you "convincingly" act your way into a psych ward.