ThizzXTC
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Salvia is hands down the worst for me! Stimulants can suck sometimes too. They make me paranoid.
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What drugs scares you the most?
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ThizzXTC
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^ Dissociatives are NOT for me. I hear Ketamine is pretty good, but ANYTHING similar to Salvia isnt worth doing IMO.
Lady Codone
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stoneydaze08
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heroin and opiates scare me the most because they have been the only drug that landed me in jail and the hospital more then once. they are the only drugs that would make me steal from my own mother.
I am a patient with long-term mental health issues; though none where the described experience could exacerbate or be hurt by the use of substance in moderation. I suffer from major depressive disorder (MDD) as well as general (GAD) and social anxiety (SAD), and for me the most frightening drug is LSD; Lysergic Acid Diethylamide; better know as: acid.
I've had the opportunity to try it once, and periodic moments during the experience were fantastic; but, for the most part it was an entire, full-blown introspective nightmare/panic attack. The experience lasted 14-16 hours (I wondered at the time if it was going to end), from a single blotter (dose)!
I was told it was the best acid on the east coast, and the guy who I procured it from told me that he would give me his entire stash if I could even find him a hook-up for more powerful stuff, as he endulged himself.
The trip was so intense at times I had questioned my identity and wondered if I was still alive or not--it scared the absolute shit out of me! (I say this with a dead straight face, no laughs) The horrid visuals still haunt my mind to this very day, not to mention the utter state of paranoia accompanied by hallucinations who I believed would be taking my life as I knew it.
It was a lesson learned in respect; before that day I really never understood how powerful the human mind was, let alone other parts that were able to be accessed through stimulation of certain cells using drugs.
I know the power and show mercy to every substance this day as a result, and I believe this has helped me be able to really enjoy as well as realize the pleasures of using other drugs in smaller amounts.
This is something I will never repeat; though I am glad it happened, now that the experience is over. I in no way do I hate acid, or wish the molecule was never developed. I just realize what my mind combined with organic nature is capable of. We hold more power than we may think in day-to-day life.
I've had the opportunity to try it once, and periodic moments during the experience were fantastic; but, for the most part it was an entire, full-blown introspective nightmare/panic attack. The experience lasted 14-16 hours (I wondered at the time if it was going to end), from a single blotter (dose)!
I was told it was the best acid on the east coast, and the guy who I procured it from told me that he would give me his entire stash if I could even find him a hook-up for more powerful stuff, as he endulged himself.
The trip was so intense at times I had questioned my identity and wondered if I was still alive or not--it scared the absolute shit out of me! (I say this with a dead straight face, no laughs) The horrid visuals still haunt my mind to this very day, not to mention the utter state of paranoia accompanied by hallucinations who I believed would be taking my life as I knew it.
It was a lesson learned in respect; before that day I really never understood how powerful the human mind was, let alone other parts that were able to be accessed through stimulation of certain cells using drugs.
I know the power and show mercy to every substance this day as a result, and I believe this has helped me be able to really enjoy as well as realize the pleasures of using other drugs in smaller amounts.
This is something I will never repeat; though I am glad it happened, now that the experience is over. I in no way do I hate acid, or wish the molecule was never developed. I just realize what my mind combined with organic nature is capable of. We hold more power than we may think in day-to-day life.
rangrz
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The PEA's which are also strong MAOI's and barbiturates and highly potent opioids such as fentanyl analogs.
ThizzXTC
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Alcohol is probably the worst as far as me getting into trouble...
Anything that's both very potent and long acting, and can bring you "up" for ages without any ability to come down. Drugs that have a short to moderate period of effect (up to 4-6 hours) are not that big a deal -- longer than that and I think they are dangerous.
Luckily, "4-6 hours" covers most of them (but certainly not all).
Luckily, "4-6 hours" covers most of them (but certainly not all).
TheLostBoys
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Coke, heart beats fast while your just sitting there snorting lines. Never did crack but it always scared me of what it has done to other people.
ThizzXTC
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^ I was gonna say the same thing. Thats why stimulants make me paranoid. Crack would scare the shit out of me.
phatass
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wworst come-down>>> cheap speed (cut amphetamine)
Methadone84
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Heroin because i feel like one day we may cross paths and i do it
LundiMusic
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Attempted suicide on LSD
jack-special-k
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Salvia scares me shitless
Rexeh
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DXM / DXO --» plateau 4 or the 'sigma' experiences, unreal dissociative trips with cev's and oev's and out of body experiences lasting for 18+ hours (DXM) or 24-32+ hours (DXO). NEVER dose more than 7,5 mg DXM for every kg of bodyweight! (for example I weigh around 60 kg so 7,5 × 60 = 450 mg is the amount needed to get to plateau 3 for myself)
Higher plateau experiences are very different and in general aren't very good.
I'm done with DXM now because it is too easy to get (pure DXM HBr 40mg tablets sold OTC). I do not regret using it but I decided to stop after 50+ trips. 
Ayahuasca and Salvia 20+ extract was too intense for me... but 5-MeO-DMT or Bufotenine are still in my stash after 6 months because nobody I know has ever tried it so I am still researching them.
-- Peace o/
Higher plateau experiences are very different and in general aren't very good.
I'm done with DXM now because it is too easy to get (pure DXM HBr 40mg tablets sold OTC). I do not regret using it but I decided to stop after 50+ trips. Ayahuasca and Salvia 20+ extract was too intense for me... but 5-MeO-DMT or Bufotenine are still in my stash after 6 months because nobody I know has ever tried it so I am still researching them.
-- Peace o/
unsettled
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ironically as far as using the drugs go...
Weed makes me absolutely psychotic these days, completely uncomfortable, even scary, to think I used to love it and smoke it constantly.
Heroin scares me the least (as far as using it, I don't inject it either) because it's so relaxing, never paranoid or scared when I'm using it..., the potential consequences of overdosing, getting in trouble, and the way it turns so many otherwise good honest people into liars and thieves are what scare me about it. That and it's tendency to become your whole life.
Weed makes me absolutely psychotic these days, completely uncomfortable, even scary, to think I used to love it and smoke it constantly.
Heroin scares me the least (as far as using it, I don't inject it either) because it's so relaxing, never paranoid or scared when I'm using it..., the potential consequences of overdosing, getting in trouble, and the way it turns so many otherwise good honest people into liars and thieves are what scare me about it. That and it's tendency to become your whole life.
3rd_I_blind
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All drugs that cause anticholinergic intoxication, like Datura inoxia. Even seeing someone on it can cause PTSD imho...