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What drugs make you the most irritable? (in life when you're not even on them)

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I have become quite an angry, almost miserable person. And I have absolutely no good reason to be I have a great life. The shit that upsets me is so meaningless and small, it would not affect a normal person. little things.

Its not anger in the rage or expressive sense, its more like I worry and actually feel bad and upset inside my head. I know I was not always this way, its hard to pinpoint which drug caused it, but I think its due to drug abuse. I always only smoked pot. Then I became an opiate addict, which turns most people into hateful selfish pieces of shit from what i've seen, where I thought everyone was against me and treated me wrong, when it was me that was the piece of shit. After 3 or 4 years I stopped and went on sub maintenance, low dose, and rarely ever abused again. But then came a period of two years were i discovered mdma and used it pretty regulary, once a month, sometimes twice a month. also used dissociatives medium heavy during this time.

the mdma really really exaggerates the irritability, like my tuesday blues/week after...if someone says something bad about me ill just obsess about it over and over in my head feeling bad, if I lose something I'll think its the end of the world and i;ll never find it even though its just lost in my room.

does anyone else have this problem and feel it is due to drug use? which drugs cause it the most for you? do you have any advice on improving it? Is it the drugs fault or just me?....its hard to tell because they both happened at the same time, but i know i used to be happy and shit like this din't bother me. I wish I could just not care about this stuff but its like I need to make a conscious effort not to.
 
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Bipolar II can cause many of these behaviors..many people don't get the proper diagnosis and suffer for years.

Muscle relaxers and benzos are really the only drugs that make me hateful. For the most part, I am a happy person. Any drug that alters your brain chemistry can have effects on your mood.
 
I think crystal does it the most for me, but id also so opiates as well. I think in my own experience the best thing to do is stop whatever you doing try to stop all your thoughts, and realize the situation at hand. If i catch my self bein grumpy and depressing ill sit down take deep bretha and ask myself what im really angry about, and a lot of time im just angry and absolutly nuthing and i even get angry about that!!! Haha. Meditation is key to me, and also talking about it sometimes with those in whom i trust.

Its deffinently not easy calming ones self down in a time of blinded rage but its important not to take it out on others and to rationalize the situation..Hope this somewhat maybe helped haha
 
Heroin make me mean as fuck. But stimulants such as cocaine and methamphetamine make my friend irritable, who then responds by trying to prevent me from using them. Such people do not understand stimulants. Do not trust these people.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
I have become quite an angry, almost miserable person. And I have absolutely no good reason to be I have a great life. The shit that upsets me is so meaningless and small, it would not affect a normal person. little things.

Its not anger in the rage or expressive sense, its more like I worry and actually feel bad and upset inside my head. I know I was not always this way, its hard to pinpoint which drug caused it, but I think its due to drug abuse. I always only smoked pot. Then I became an opiate addict, which turns most people into hateful selfish pieces of shit from what i've seen, where I thought everyone was against me and treated me wrong, when it was me that was the piece of shit. After 3 or 4 years I stopped and went on sub maintenance, low dose, and rarely ever abused again. But then came a period of two years were i discovered mdma and used it pretty regulary, once a month, sometimes twice a month. also used dissociatives medium heavy during this time.

the mdma really really exaggerates the irritability, like my tuesday blues/week after...if someone says something bad about me ill just obsess about it over and over in my head feeling bad, if I lose something I'll think its the end of the world and i;ll never find it even though its just lost in my room.

does anyone else have this problem and feel it is due to drug use? which drugs cause it the most for you? do you have any advice on improving it? Is it the drugs fault or just me?....its hard to tell because they both happened at the same time, but i know i used to be happy and shit like this din't bother me. I wish I could just not care about this stuff but its like I need to make a conscious effort not to.
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Quite similar to the way I feel :( Unfortunately I have no advice other than to stop using any mind altering substances.

I too used to suffer with 'Suicide Tuesday' when I was heavy weekend MDMA user..
 
HEROIN RAGE, haha. My roommate would get wicked bad opiate rage. He'd fix up, be happy for about 5 minutes, nod and then once he's out of the nod he would run around the house yelling at everyone about how they don't clean enough or some other random bullshit.

I've never experienced opioid anger luckily, but like a lot of people, I do get quite irritable when people bug me during my high. I don't like it because I am not that kind of guy, I'm super easy-going. So I guess I would say the substances that make me the most irritable are most of the opioid family. I think speed of any variety makes people irritable, but that's only in the plateau/comedown phase, or if they are fiends.
 
Methamphetamine, high dose amphetamine binges and for some reason hydrocodone makes me stupid irritable. High dose benzodiazepines mixed with alcohol always end in me blacking out, being an asshole and trying to fight a bunch of people. Or so in told haha.
 
Yes, I've snapped off on people for the smallest reasons, & afterwards I'm thinking, wtf did I do that for, & then I apologize.

Benzos have done it for me once in a while, but oxycodone is the worst for me.

OP, if you abuse MDMA, that could be it.......also, some people have underlying problems that ate brought out with drugs, & MDMA can certainly bring it out.
 
Oxycodone seems pretty bad, both in my experience with other people and now seeing it in myself. A big part of the reason I'll end a small PM regiment.
 
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mdma i think is more responsible for the rage/anger against others during suciecide tues. while opiates for the feeling persecuated or violated by others

opiates cause extreme selfishness while mdma causes hatred of others i think. its funny its a drug that makes you feel more love for the ones you love while indifferent to people you would normally dislike. but after the high you feel really hateful of these people
 
Crack! I know it is the current drug I'm hooked on bad in the past meth then heroin got me in rehab separately so crack is looking to be my 3rd
 
Dresden said:
Heroin make me mean as fuck. But stimulants such as cocaine and methamphetamine make my friend irritable, who then responds by trying to prevent me from using them. Such people do not understand stimulants. Do not trust these people.
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Aw really?!! I'm actually on right now :D. But H has never made me angry or irritable. Individual reactions are so interesting!
 
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