Ketamine - Had the most amazing experience of my life. There was beauty, terror, and amazing revelations. Meeting gods, seeing what the universe/multiverse is made of on a deep level with everything stripped away. The existence at that level is hellish and I felt that is why this higher level reality was created or dreamed into existence for us to escape into or live something much better. A definite +4. I don't know if this was real truth or pure fantasy. I had previously glimpsed into this reality on ketamine, DXM, and ether, but only scratched the surface those times. This time I got about as deep as I think I could go, though I do think there may be something just a little deeper down. I don't know what that is, and maybe I never will. Perhaps it is best that I don't see that right now, whether or not it is anything real.
5-meo-amt - Just a small amount. I did have an accidental overdose that was pretty wonderful about 2 weeks ago. This drug is maybe better than I thought from my early experiences years ago with it.
Poppies
Alprazolam/Xanax
Zolpidem/Ambien
Gabapentin/Neurontin
Bupropion/Wellbutrin
Modafinil/Provigil
Cigarettes
Something similar to Spice Gold or whatever it is called. It definitely had something in it that I felt pretty strongly, though I have no idea what it was. It was different from anything I've used before. I've never used cannabis, so it could have been a synthetic cannabinoid. I plan to buy one of those chems soon. This smoking blend was quite pleasant, whatever was in it. The effects didn't last much more than a couple of hours at most.
I guess it is kind of strange that I have used so many drugs, and still haven't tried mary jane. MJ is usually one of the first drugs someone tries. I may end up trying smack before I get to marijuana. I do plan to have tried marijuana before the year is over, but there are other things I want more and my cash supply is limited.
(i guess that doesn't matter considering all the other shit i take...lol)
