No I mean like you let it go so easily. I often hold grudges/resentments, working on that.
Never got to try b or t7; I definitely would avoid the latter. Did you like it?
Ahh. Yes, I'm very forgiving, to my detriment (except in regards to forgiving myself; I'm not as good at that). I tend to think it's mostly a good thing bc from what I've observed, holding onto anger/grudges is, as someone once wisely put it, like poisoning yourself & expecting the other person to die. It certainly doesn't seem to benefit the grudge holders, but I don't think they can help it. It seems to be a strongly ingrained personality trait, much like optimism/pessimism.
I didn't like either of the 2cs due to body load, but I had the most intense visuals I've ever experienced from a psychedelic drug on IV 2ct7. I am very hardheaded in regards to visuals so it was worth the experience, but I won't do it again. I was extremely disappointed by 2cb - it in no way met my expectations. I have trip reports on both posted here.
I also have a 4-mar trip report, but not long after that I tried a different steroisomer that was MUCH stronger & I basically ODed on (nearly to the point of considering going to the ER, but thankfully there was no apparent damage), & it was by far my worst stimulant experience ever. Which is why I, incorrectly, said it sucks earlier - but it's just that isomer, & possibly just at that dose. I can't remember what I did with the rest of it, annoyingly though I feel like my polydrug loving late husband also didn't care for it. In any case not knowing which isomer out of multiple possibilities you might get makes it potentially dangerous & unless you know how it was synthed & thus which isomer you have, I would advise extreme caution. I took a very small oral dose - though unfortunately weighing it accurately wasn't possible, as due to binders in the pemoline pills used as precursor it was a thick syrup/gel.