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What drug makes(made) you who you want to be, a better version of yourself

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Hey,
Avid bluelight reader and I decided to start my first thread. My question is whether there was ever a drug that made you who you wanted to be, at least at the beginning of use. The drug does not necessarily have to make you feel the best you ever have, but just confident in yourself, comfortable with who you are, and a general feeling that you are better than your sober self while under the influence, key areas I am interested in are: work, social, and overall sense of well-being. I am not taking the responses as suggestions, just curious on opinions, as it seems many use drugs to try and change themselves. Sorry if this is worded oddly, I had trouble putting my question into words. Thank You
 
LSD, mushrooms, and 4-AcO-DMT.

Methoxetamine as well to some extent if it was pure but it was too easy to fall into abuse and get egomania or become manic/psychotic.
 
Well, alcohol does make me less anxious and more social, but I don't think it changed me as a person, at least in a good way.
 
Bit off topic, but that would be a worldview built on selfish premise? It's not just about what's good for me. There are collective values too and environmental, and a few other perspectives.

Maybe I'm taking it too seriously, sorry. Just think that looking for "steroids" in substances, looking just to improve your regular life - that's consumerism applied to drugs.

Best value/money, best properties.. But it's not about that. It's not about getting supercharged vitamins. You get to experience something unique and unexplored, to be at the edge of our species progress. It's more than self improvement, it's a broadband connection to things bigger than me.

LSD did me more good than any other substance in terms of "feeling good".
 
opiates make me happy and that's all i wanna be.

i like psychs a lot but i don't think they necessarily make me a better me.
 
LSD makes me a better version of myself. Its a lot like being sober for me but I'm able to think about everything in a different way, its not at all inhibiting to me if anything it makes me feel more responsive and capable of faster thought in more abstract means. Its hard to put into words but I can do anything on LSD that I can do sober with the exception of complex math in my head, I often forget the numbers after a short period of time, and small fine muscle movements. The only way to tell I am tripping is by the fact what when i try to fine control a glass of water to my mouth i shake a little bit. That last bit was concerning the last time i was tripping I had dinner with my parents 6 hours after dosing, doesnt bother me like i said im 100% normal, with the exception that I could not for the life of me get the rice to stay on the fork long enough to get in my mouth. How many times can someone fail at keeping rice on the fork before someone asks why they are shaking LOL
 
I can totally relate, surprised you even wanted to eat on it. I find that on a subtle trip of 60-100ugs I can act completely normal, after 2+ tabs however I rarely want to act completely normal although I can for the most part. Low dose LSD is one of my favorites for semi-weekly use.
 
Didnt want to but had to... normally I can eat easy things like fruits and bread, this was like full dinner stuff. I was quite surprised i managed to eat as much as i did but I was hungry. I kept telling myself i may not want to do it but i have to because i said i would plus i was starving and what better way to get rid of that feeling then to eat a decent sized meal.

Wasnt nearly as challenging as i thought it would be.
 
mephedrone made college so fun for me, it made me outgoing where before i was riddled with anxiety, it stopped me drinking, my skin cleared up, i had tons of sex and i was just the happiest ive ever been.

i mean, i spent basically all my money on it but mannnn - i felt like super-me
 
I get the munchies about 30-45 minutes into a trip, after that I can barely eat as food has no taste, even cigarettes have no effect whatsoever. In response to mephedrone, I am interested as I have heard almost all positives in reference to meph, besides of course the huge addiction factor, is there a non-rc drug that it compares to for reference? I have heard somewhere between coke and mdma.
 
^ yeah its basically somewhere between those two, but wayyy speedier than either and fieeeendishly moreish
i miss it, but i don't miss the smell of it; burnt circuit boards, coconuts and cat piss
 
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Humm I really don't know because every drug I've tried has its negatives.
I've come close to the *almost* perfect version of myself while on LSD, shrooms and on the very first time I took MDMA. It's like I suddenly understood myself, I knew how to archive all my goals.
But life doesn't always work like that, sometimes you need to feel lost/sad/whatever in order to understand something important that will help you to improve yourself, it's all about duality IMO. What's important is not to get stuck in that negative mindset.

If I had to choose a drug I'd say Kratom, just makes everything smoother.
 
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Thanks for all the responses, of course basically any drug has its negatives but it's interesting to hear opinions, I do feel like I understand myself on all levels when on psychedelics, just tough to apply revelations to everyday life after trips.
 
Psilocybin Mushrooms, LSD

3-meo-pcp, MXE

I listed the most influential psychedelic and dissociative substances I have done, separated by class of drug.

I have to say on a smaller level that is more consistent and almost daily I learn little things about myself from Kratom and Cannabis, they are wonderful balancing herbs.
 
MDMA. Lowers my inhibitions and turns me into a more avid hippie than I already am. I take pity on everything and just want to save the world.. Or at least cuddle with it.. ?
 
hello there. honestly, no I don't believe I did drugs with the added delusion (jk I'm sure u mean well by it. ) , of it makes me a better me. overall it has done completely opposite. If I am too ashamed even to use words to try to convince anyone else, my actions are all really fuckin terrible man. so no unless you go super baller, its a fucked up llife as far as ive experienced. good day to you
 
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