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What drug have you embarrassed yourself the worst on?

Apollo16

Apollo16

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I have a fairly limited experience with drugs, but ever since my first drunk texts, I have understoond their power for lowering your inhibitions to a point that you regret later. Alcohol has always been the classic "embarrassing" drug for me. Many things I still cringe at many years later. Everyting from dancing on dinner tables while everyone else was sitting down and half as drunk as me, to drinking alone and messaging friends on facebook telling them all sorts of ridiculous over emotional stuff (I am a guy). Benzos also have their fair share of embarrasing disasters, however the brilliant thing is that the memory altering effects of benzos often deletes the entire episode. Benzos also seem to be less likely to make me do embarrasing things. When I first started experimenting with them last year I would do week long Xanax binges, only recalling short clips of memory. People would never remark later that I had seemed fucked up or that anything bad had happened. I even attended a family christmas dinner while in a Xanax blackout, but photos later show me acting in a fairly sober manner, although my eyes looked hooded over and fucked up. Other times were extremely embarrassing, even though I have only been told details later. Getting fucked up on Xanax and almost getting into fights with people is the classic, especially if combined with Alcohol. This combo seems to unlock a lot of anger in me, as whenever I have drunk on benzos, I end up getting into an argument or fight. GABA drugs are notorious for this sort of thing as we all know. Opiates have also made an idiot out of me, I recall many times feeling so good on Oxy that I would say all sorts of ridiculous stuff to people. I have never tried MDMA, but I cannot even begin to imagine how much I would embarass myself on it.
 
Alcohol xD blacking out at a house party after drinking a dangerous amount of vodka and rum, and then the next thing I remember was walking up on my bed the next day. I'm lucky that i was with a couple of really good friends of mine, i don't even know how they carried me upstairs and shit without alerting my parents. I did some embarrassing things that night like puking everywhere but my house (cause at that point i was already completely unconscious).
 
Alprazolam easily, days I eat xanax all day long. Usually when I eat 15-20 2mg tablets("bars"), smoke a gram of tar Heroin and smoke crack bad things happen, haha.
 
kx_ said:
XTC - Calling girls at 5 AM to see how they're doing
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Hahahahahaha, this, doing everything possible to get at least one loosie to gtfover, somehow it always worked.. Still, I'd shake my head the next day seeing I called every girl in my phone, waking up to dumbass texts I may have sent out ;).
 
I probably felt the most embarrased on acid but I probably only really truly ever embarrased myself while drunk or maybe while tweaking, and probably thought what i was doing was totally normal.
 
The thing about doing embarrassing shit drunk is that you aren't embarrassed until its over, if something embarrassing happens when you're tripping reactions can go haywire. I definitely have the most cringe worthy memories relating to alcohol induced incidents, however. Almost can't count em. At this point I've started to slowly learn what limits are...

I've really embarrassed myself once on oxy and kpins but I couldn't remember exactly how it went down so the sense of shame later on was very vague :D
 
Ambien man

You have all that disinhibited sloppishness from booze and benzos plus you go apeshit and hallucinate seriously lol that shit is soo weird

I have never embarassed myself on it thankfully though thats because i only did it twice in public. But oh my god those pills make me go fucking manic... Once i was looking at my ex's pics and enjoying how her face melted while talkin nonsense to myself out loud and then i recorded the computer screen with my cellphone to watch the visuals later. so weird thank god i was alone lol
 
Ambien should only be done alone and at home but you'll end up naked on the highway somewhere probably lol. I never embarrassed myself badly on it luckily tho. But if there's one drug that makes you act like a complete and utter jackass its ambien for sure.
 
Gabagerics usually win this category, whether alcohol, benzodiazepines, barbiturates, etc. Personally, benzos, either phenazepam or alprazolam.

Diesel50 said:
Ambien should only be done alone and at home but you'll end up naked on the highway somewhere probably lol. I never embarrassed myself badly on it luckily tho. But if there's one drug that makes you act like a complete and utter jackass its ambien for sure.
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Isn't this a reason is should be done at home, with a friend so you have someone to keep you from winding up naked on the highway?
 
Meth.

I spent a week shooting it up, and ended up in a state of psychosis where I thought I could hear my roomies in the other room talking about kicking me out of the house for doing meth, and I kept up a full conversation that happened to be completely to myself when I thought I was talking to them through the walls. Then I went to work the next day and was hearing voices telling me that the cops were coming to get me, and I ended up having to be sent home and eventually lost my job because they found out I was high on the job.

Man I miss that job, it was my best paying job to date.

~Verri
 
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