oxy. i would do anything for the drug. i've been to concerts that have apparently rocked my world (TOOL for instance) and i don't remember a thing because of the damn drug.
of course if it were offered to me right now i'd snatch it up...
suprisingly, weed has caused the most amount of damage (and i only smoke lke once a month or less) just because I got caught from my parents cause they smelled it.. grr to weed, its such an obvious drug!!
E, K, acid and shrooms havent done a single bad thing to me in life, except for cure my curiosity and teach me a thing or two about myself =)
I fell in a three day coma because I got fucking drunk while using valium. So stupid.
But generally, alcool is what messed my life (and still messes it up).
i dunno about alcohol being more effective at fucking people's lives up than crack dude...then again...i've never gotten really into the crack scene around here...and alcohol has fucked up my life pretty harsh...so maybe you're right
beer! dui's suck. weed, coke, oxy's, lortabs, fentanyl, perc's, morphine, dilaudid, rum, gin, moonshine, whiskey....... pretty much everything screwed my life up, but benzos. benzos just dont seem recreational at all to me......
the worst thing that happened with me was my parents found some of what im going to call my random high nonsense, which comprised of what i thought was a cool physics forumula a song i wrote, and an absolutly hilarious trip report written from a scientiest studying us while we rolled. ( was actually me i hope you didnt need me to tell you ) Talk about the most akward moment of my life when my parents read that infront of me. I denied it and just said i was drunk, they didnt believe me but for lack of evidence i got of pretty much scotch free.
Weed has absolutely fried my brain and memory. The last year and a half has been one giant blur and it's only now that I see weed can be one very destructive drug.
alcohol - got drunk & did too many embarrassing stupid things
opiates - ODed, nodded in public
Es - once i told my best friend that i fell in love with her while rolling
benzos, barbs, carbamates - too many black outs
crystal meth definitely takes the cake. That drug was a complete waste of 6 months of my life. Horrible drug which damaged several relationships and made me paranoid as hell. Not to mention i lost about 40 lbs on that shit over the course of like 4 months. Fuck meth, i will never touch that shit again...even in pills.