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What drug do you behave the worst on?

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My top 2 would be alcohol and Meth. Both make me an impulsive bastard... meth more so than alcohol... I also become hyper sexual on meth... which never fails to give me some horrific embarrassing memories once I wake up from my crash..

Overall the grand majority of my regretful nights have been due to alcohol or speed. Whether it's talking someone's ear off whom in hindsight I realize was obviously annoyed... or flirting with someone I shouldn't be flirting with... gotta love those crazy nights.
 
Alcohol definitely.
Evil stuff, it should be illegal
 
Alcohol when I first tried it. I would do a bunch of stupid shit but now I can control myself. But on benzos I'll always make an ass out of myself.
 
Xanax always got me into trouble 3 DUI of that stupid pill love the hell out of it, I won't go near the stuff any more.
 
Benzo + alcohol

But if I can only choose one drug, alcohol. It's also the one I use with by far the most frequency, interestingly enough
 
heroin because when Swim doesn't have it he will do things he never would do in a thousand years to get money. Being hooked on heroin is no good when you don't have any money or shit to pawn. I've been arrested more times for drunken acts though.
 
My first thought was amphetamines, I've lost a friend because of how I treated him while I was on it, granted he wasn't innocent of blame, but I went too far.

My second thought was alcohol, I do believe it's one of the worst drugs, but on the whole I'm simply obnoxious and talkative on alcohol, not talkative and aggressive as I have been on amphetamines.

Third thought was heroin, it's my drug of choice and the one I've screwed over people I care about for. More money than I want to imagine has gone to it and I've preferred living in absolute poverty rather than quitting.

The one I behave the worst 'on' rather than 'because of'? I think I'll go with my first thought, amphetamines. It's the only one I've lost a friend over because of my behavior while on it. Heroin has caused more destruction in total, but not while under the influence.

I would definitely go with alcohol in terms of the one I consider most destructive as a drug while people are under it's influence, and I've definitely done stupid things drunk, but for me personally it doesn't make me aggressive or violent. Just stupid and annoying.
 
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Dissos, they are my absolute DOC but....we've all seen the PCP guy on youtube and apparently I'm even more out of it than him to a sober observer, but like him I have absolutely no idea at the time and think I'm quite with it and insightful.
 
Hard liquor + benzos. Alprazolam and temazepam seem to make the most prone to antisocial behaviour, but any benzo mixed with enough booze will turn me into a raging arsehole eventually.
 
JessFR said:
My first thought was amphetamines, I've lost a friend because of how I treated him while I was on it, granted he wasn't innocent of blame, but I went too far.

My second thought was alcohol, I do believe it's one of the worst drugs, but on the whole I'm simply obnoxious and talkative on alcohol, not talkative and aggressive as I have been on amphetamines.

Third thought was heroin, it's my drug of choice and the one I've screwed over people I care about for. More money than I want to imagine has gone to it and I've preferred living in absolute poverty rather than quitting.

The one I behave the worst 'on' rather than 'because of'? I think I'll go with my first thought, amphetamines. It's the only one I've lost a friend over because of my behavior while on it. Heroin has caused more destruction in total, but not while under the influence.

I would definitely go with alcohol in terms of the one I consider most destructive as a drug while people are under it's influence, and I've definitely done stupid things drunk, but for me personally it doesn't make me aggressive or violent. Just stupid and annoying.
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Its funny you'd say this. Same here. Lost a friend while addicted to adderall... I was a complete asshole to him because he tried to cut off my supply to vyvanse and adderall... so I became extremely aggressive..

Its interesting to see that most people here say alcohol or benzodiazepines. For me, benzos never created a lot of regrets... it was more the other drugs I'd take with it (usually meth or alcohol).. and the benzo would just help me be even more stupid lol.
 
The worst for me has to be benzos, I've made some of the most embarrassing and regrettable decisions on them. Also, the short-term memory loss is a real problem for me. I can't stand being told things that I did and I can't remember them whatsoever.
 
Idaknow if there's a connection, but Prozac made me very pissed off/angry many years ago. I switched to Zoloft and have taken since. I'm currently new to pain management, but have yet to find which opiate, if any, will be helpful long-term.

I am currently on very low doses of Oxycodone. I seem to feel very angry and aggressive when it wears off, even though the initial perception of pain is changed. I'm losing all hope after failed trials of Morphine and Fentanyl patches. Yes, unfortunately I have surgical/medical records that justify big gun opiates, but I don't tolerate them well.

Help! :\
 
I got suspended in high school on benzos. I told a teacher "I swear I'm sober" in a slured speech
 
DixiChik said:
Idaknow if there's a connection, but Prozac made me very pissed off/angry many years ago. I switched to Zoloft and have taken since. I'm currently new to pain management, but have yet to find which opiate, if any, will be helpful long-term.

I am currently on very low doses of Oxycodone. I seem to feel very angry and aggressive when it wears off, even though the initial perception of pain is changed. I'm losing all hope after failed trials of Morphine and Fentanyl patches. Yes, unfortunately I have surgical/medical records that justify big gun opiates, but I don't tolerate them well.

Help! :\
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Sounds to me like oxymorphone may be a better choice for you if morphine and fentanyl have not worked. Be warned though, oxymorphone is highly addictive... and very euphoric/sedating.
 
Alcohol. So much crazy, dumb, stupid, illegal, bad decision shit done drunk off my ass. Always felt like I needed to go somewhere after I caught my buzz and started getting drunk. Never seemed to be a good idea the next day
 
Sober. Aside that, Booze + BZD's + D-Amp. I'm always wanting shit to pop off (At the bar, I REALLY want to get into a bar fight).
Once my sister was being a complete bitch and I spit on her face.. Maybe BZD's, I'm a very chill guy, till you piss me off.. Plus I'm scrappy, so that adds fuel to the fire.
 
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