Definitely nicotine. Meth and benzo's. Hate benzos in general but use them for meth comedown, but also about to use them to speed time up til i can get some meth... lol. Hate meth because its evil as fuck, relatively new user, started last year then took 6 month break, binged all last month, 2 weeks later and now idk why im getting more... Universe help me.
I feel the same way. A couple of sips and the nice clear head I had is gone, and I've one of the worst forms of commonly experienced suffering (in proportion to its payoff) to look forward to in a few hours time. And it costs a fortune!
ive had mornings where i wake up so hungover i swear im never drinking again and by 7 pm my hangover is finally gone so it's time to go to the store and get more beer
Definitely alcohol, it's fun for a little bit but I have a pretty weak stomach so I get sick most of the time. And in my opinion it's really not worth it, there are a lot of other things I would rather do that don't have as many negative side effects and allow me to keep a clear head and feel fine the next day. But I still drink… I do still have a lot of self-control, though, I can say no to drinks when I know I'm done and I'm a lot better at sticking to my limit than I was when I first started drinking
The first few tries at methamphetamine pretty much just left me confused and intrigued but I did not really enjoy. When I first got into it it was after I decided to quit doing cocaine. So I went into it basically trying to get a cocaine high. And from all the horror stories and propaganda I had this idea in my head that methamphetamine must just be like cocaine but way stronger. Needless to say after the first toke I looked at my buddy and went "hmmmmm this is interesting". Nothing like what I expected. But now after having done more experimentation and research I realize that for some reason I am not affected by methamphetamine like your normal user. It actually tends to calm me down and shut me up. The exact opposite of cocaine. But since I made a vow to not touch the smoky white devil I have since developed a light affection for methamphetamine simply because I can be really high but look and act completely normal.
Compared to a hit of acid or dose of certains RCs, where one's metric is enjoyment, it's expensive (for me). A tab of LSD costs about the same as a pint.