• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E

What drug caused you most trouble?

Alcohol by far. I was what you would call a violent binge drinker. Alcohol would cause severe mood swings and depression for me. I would start fights with people and go on week long binges where i'd just drink myself silly. It's funny that i've done a lot of hard drugs but not a single one has the negative attitude changing effects alcohol has had. I had to quit drinking altogether. So it's kind of weird to my friends when I say I don't drink but then I go ahead and do everything else.
 
Drugs in general haven't caused me too many problems, but I guess I'd have to go with weed just because its the only drug i do on a daily basis, even weekly basis for that matter. It hasn't caused huge problems by any means, but it does demotivate me and make me okay with being bored instead of going out and doing shit sometimes.
 
Ecstasy during my honeymoon period :\
Hospital visit
Lost friends
Depression created conflicts at work and home
Hallucinations/mental fuck state :S
Anxiety

...thank God it's not physically addictive, and I'm over that stage now


This all happened this summer alone. Yet I spent 6yrs + smoking weed (my only other favorite drug) and was able to keep it on the dl the entire time. Most ppl still don't know I even do it.
It's crazy how fast things can spiral down when you find the drug that suits you :\
 
1,4-b hands down.

If it isn't around, its all good. If I only have it on weekends, its still okay... but give me a supply, and I simply wont stop.

I need sleep..
 
i've done alot of dumb shit on a ton of different drugs over the years..

benzo's have caused me trouble in every aspect of my life over the past 9 years..
 
Weed. I know it sounds lame, but I can control my use of everything else, I can't stop blazing though. Who knows what I could have achieved with those countless hours sat on the sofa.
 
i agree with you as far as it being hard to control my use of weed.
Im actually 2 days clean from (if you dont count the few resin hits ive taken here and there) and hope to stay that way for the next month. After that i plan to cut down dramatically. Its just way to expensive of a habit.

But as far as causing me the most trouble:
meth (psychosis isnt fun, and neither is explaining it to your parents)
Heroin (withdrawals, and other than the pot one of the few drugs i find it hard to control my use of if its around)
 
Oxycontin and morphine. Sucked the life out of me, I'm constantly in a state of nothingness and looking for something I can't find. I feel like a liar.
 
marijuana- where did my memory go? i stand around doing nothing because i cant remember where i was going or for what- thats very scary it happens multiple times a day. it almost feels like im lost my mind sometimes just goes completely empty for a few minutes like 10 times a day like that.

i used to be a genius with language and words. i was bilingual by the time i was 9. i could spell any word in english just by hearing it. and nowadays... well... i struggled to make this coherent and readable.
 
-Life, loved ones, livelehood: HEROIN
-Hospital medical treatments: HEROIN
-Police: HEROIN
-Society: HEROIN!!!

Heroin literally ruined my life from all those angles and also financially, Xanax also helped out a lil but mostly all sweet lady heroin... I can see how people say alcohol fucked them over too, guess I got lucky with that one though..
 
Last edited:
heroin was the only one i couldnt handle and goddamn has it been a pain in the ass, i wish i had never heard of the shit.
 
Alcohol + marijuana combo has done the most damage for me.. I have been kicked out clubs.. Raves.. Parties.. Fights.. Jail.. That combo is my trouble combo.
 
Alcohol. once i started drinking i couldn't stop until i was rolling around on the floor unable to see. i tried to "chase" a high, id reach a certain short lived euphoric peak on booze, then try and chase it by drinking more. i never reached the high again - instead i just ended up a complete mess. puked up in my sleep once and nearly choked to death on it, parents heard me and saved me. neary broken my foot a few times tripping over curbs. got kicked out of alot of pubs/clubs etc, pissed a few people off. never got into fights though

got to the point i got bad anxiety on hangovers which made it hard for me to sleep, felt uncomfortable all the time. boarderline alki, used to wake up still drunk as well. one thing i never did was drinking more booze when i woke up though, that would of pushed me over the edge to alcoholism

im fine now though, can go out and drink a moderate amount. infact i dont like getting too fucked out of my face anymore
 
Ecstasy during my honeymoon period :\
Hospital visit
Lost friends
Depression created conflicts at work and home
Hallucinations/mental fuck state :S
Anxiety

...thank God it's not physically addictive, and I'm over that stage now


This all happened this summer alone. Yet I spent 6yrs + smoking weed (my only other favorite drug) and was able to keep it on the dl the entire time. Most ppl still don't know I even do it.
It's crazy how fast things can spiral down when you find the drug that suits you :\

It took me only a matter of a couple months to lose it. Strange thing addiction is...
 
Top