What drug caused you most trouble?
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mushi mushi 88
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I would have to toss up between base and a heap of pharms...
When I was mid 16 I got a bad addiction to base using about 1.5 or more grams a day for 10 or 12 months, I wouldn't sleep for weeks on end. I didn't really get into any trouble but I was spending all my money on it just about, I didn't socialize with any other people either except for the people I would do it with. I have problems talking and meeting people now and I kind of think it is from abusing that.
When I hit 18 I got a job in a pharmaceutical warehouse not a smart idea they had every drug you could name. I would pocket say around 4 or 5 packets or bottles of different drugs every day, I only worked their for a week. I got all the good ones, when the weekend came around I just took handfuls of different ones all together it messed me up big time didn't know what the fuck I was doing. I got locked up every day for 5 days straight and I couldn't remember the things I was doing but I have a massive paper trail to show. At the end of the 5 days I ended up ODing from mixing them all together and having to many, my mum had to pick me up and that is when she discovered I used drugs I felt so bad at the time she was heart broken and so was my grandpa.
All in all I think I learnt from my mistakes I only ever get on it once every 1 or 2 months I would say... Oh except for the daily weed smoking.
When I was mid 16 I got a bad addiction to base using about 1.5 or more grams a day for 10 or 12 months, I wouldn't sleep for weeks on end. I didn't really get into any trouble but I was spending all my money on it just about, I didn't socialize with any other people either except for the people I would do it with. I have problems talking and meeting people now and I kind of think it is from abusing that.
When I hit 18 I got a job in a pharmaceutical warehouse not a smart idea they had every drug you could name. I would pocket say around 4 or 5 packets or bottles of different drugs every day, I only worked their for a week. I got all the good ones, when the weekend came around I just took handfuls of different ones all together it messed me up big time didn't know what the fuck I was doing. I got locked up every day for 5 days straight and I couldn't remember the things I was doing but I have a massive paper trail to show. At the end of the 5 days I ended up ODing from mixing them all together and having to many, my mum had to pick me up and that is when she discovered I used drugs I felt so bad at the time she was heart broken and so was my grandpa.
All in all I think I learnt from my mistakes I only ever get on it once every 1 or 2 months I would say... Oh except for the daily weed smoking.
nods
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Thanks for sharing Mushi
"When I hit 18 I got a job in a pharmaceutical warehouse" MMMM everyone heres dream? and temptation!.
"I only worked their for a week." HAHA LOL, many wouldn't even see out a day!.
" I got all the good ones" I could only imagine!
Thanks
"When I hit 18 I got a job in a pharmaceutical warehouse" MMMM everyone heres dream? and temptation!.
"I only worked their for a week." HAHA LOL, many wouldn't even see out a day!.
" I got all the good ones" I could only imagine!
Thanks
sizzurp
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Meth! Smoked that shit for like 8 years. Sold it for a while untill I couldn't even do that right. Fucked up jobs, lied to my family, stole from everywhere and everyone.
Then one day a friend gave me some of his klonopin. It seemed to make everything balance out. Alcohol seemed to help too. The fear and paranoia were gone and I could get helluv spun and everthing seemed great. Couldn't maintain a job though.
Meth + Benzos and Alcohol contributed to me doing so many stupid things that I can never take back and I will always regret.
Some things I don't even remember doing but people, family told me I did later.
Numerous arrests and time in jail. I am finishing my last year of felony probation.
I haven't used meth or benzos for 3 years. I still drink if I go out with my friends or family but just enough to be social. Life is good now!
Then one day a friend gave me some of his klonopin. It seemed to make everything balance out. Alcohol seemed to help too. The fear and paranoia were gone and I could get helluv spun and everthing seemed great. Couldn't maintain a job though.
Meth + Benzos and Alcohol contributed to me doing so many stupid things that I can never take back and I will always regret.
Some things I don't even remember doing but people, family told me I did later.Numerous arrests and time in jail. I am finishing my last year of felony probation.
I haven't used meth or benzos for 3 years. I still drink if I go out with my friends or family but just enough to be social. Life is good now!
nods
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"Then one day a friend gave me some of his klonopin."-ME TOO! 2 of thoes red Roche 0.5mg pills, i was relaxed and could talk to chicks, sans alcohol, then i was scripted the white 2mg ones-hello benzo addiction.
"I haven't used meth or benzos for 3 years" "Life is good now!"-Glad to here it! nice to here a happy ending. Down to tiny amounts doses of Diaz here.
"I haven't used meth or benzos for 3 years" "Life is good now!"-Glad to here it! nice to here a happy ending. Down to tiny amounts doses of Diaz here.
dankstersauce
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heroin. easily heroin.
it got me kicked out my every place i lived for 2 or 3 years. mom kicked me out, grandma kicked me out, friends kicked me out, my dad kicked me out.
I ended up homeless then in jail, then rehab, then halfway house then back to the beginning.
the crazy thing is some people will repeat the above cycle their entire life until they OD. heroin addiction is no joke.
it got me kicked out my every place i lived for 2 or 3 years. mom kicked me out, grandma kicked me out, friends kicked me out, my dad kicked me out.
I ended up homeless then in jail, then rehab, then halfway house then back to the beginning.
the crazy thing is some people will repeat the above cycle their entire life until they OD. heroin addiction is no joke.
PriestTheyCalledHim
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Alcohol I've done and said some really stupid things while bombed out of my mind.
Thankfully I never ever drove drunk or hurt someone while drunk, never got robbed/beat up/date raped by a 1 night stand/hook up, and I never OD'd or got alcohol poisoning or passed out and vomited and choked on it.
I never got addicted to the prescription amphetamines/opiates that I was prescribed/took in lower doses (came close though). Other than that most of my drug use was stuff like n2o, the rare benzo, a fair amount of herb, LSD/shrooms a few times, cocaine once, and lots of booze. I still drink but I cut way back from what I used to be like. I do miss tripping on acid/shrooms but I don't think that I have the personality for psychedelics anymore.
leftwing-Don't feel bad heh I don't even smoke or use anymore and I put things off and keep putting them off....and they never get done or get sidetracked and finally get done a lot later than they should be.
Thankfully I never ever drove drunk or hurt someone while drunk, never got robbed/beat up/date raped by a 1 night stand/hook up, and I never OD'd or got alcohol poisoning or passed out and vomited and choked on it.
I never got addicted to the prescription amphetamines/opiates that I was prescribed/took in lower doses (came close though). Other than that most of my drug use was stuff like n2o, the rare benzo, a fair amount of herb, LSD/shrooms a few times, cocaine once, and lots of booze. I still drink but I cut way back from what I used to be like. I do miss tripping on acid/shrooms but I don't think that I have the personality for psychedelics anymore.
leftwing-Don't feel bad heh I don't even smoke or use anymore and I put things off and keep putting them off....and they never get done or get sidetracked and finally get done a lot later than they should be.
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Jabberwocky
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i would honestly have to say pot. it's stopped me from finishing/achieving a lot of goals of which i am now paying for and having to catch up on. im only 22 still, so i've got a lifetime ahead of me
LightTrailz
Bluelighter
Coke , coke for sure .. i blew my second year at college because i was starting to use it as a study aid at the start of the semester but when the pressure started to get even worse .. i just snapped .. 2 or 3 years on that stuff.
Carl Landrover
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nods said:What drug has caused the most trouble in your life as far as:
-Life, loved ones, livelehood
-Hospital medical treatments
-Police
-Society
Did/do you heed the warnings?![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
1) Heroin - stopped hanging out with people, stopped caring about girls, basically isolated myself for a while.
2) Heroin - started having trouble breathing due to the congestion/mucus/sputum getting in my lungs. Think was from blowing powder everyday. It comes back pretty quickly now if I use again. I binge for a week and I end up coughing up stuff for the week after.
3) Alcohol - DUI, nuff said
4) Alcohol? - Not sure of my drug use effects on society. When I got the DUI I crashed into a parked car (it's not funny, but I always chuckle when I say that) and had to go to a holding cell for a night, court, and still have alcohol classes to attend, so I guess I'd say alcohol.
papa
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heroin nearly cost me my life but I didn't learn my lesson and decided to give meth a try. I finally snapped and decided to live and not die so I just chill with a little pot and beer now.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
methamphetamine
heroin
heroin
Inso
Bluelighter
Cocaaaaaaine for sure. Was fun while it lasted but went too overboard one night, had an OD which passed thankfully, followed by an insane panic attack where I convinced myself I was going to die there and then. Put me off it for life no doubt.
i haven´t tried the most hardcore stimulants or opiates but i think more soft drugs can led you to problems too , ill pick up pot for the same things "leftwing" said and tramadol because its doing a huge impact in my economy and i will not say im addicted to it but i like it very much and its something im not going to stop anytime soon
brutus
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Methadone: 2 overdoses, cardiac and respiratory arrest, went into a coma, possible stroke, seizures, temporary damaged all of my organs, permanently damaged my heart. I think that's all I can remember. Oh yea, I nearly got charged with a few felonies after that overdose for possession and I spent 6 weeks at rehab. Now, no one looks at me the same, none of my friends, girls, or family. Fucking sucks, but I knew better.
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alcohol:legally its been screwing me for about a year over a simple underage poss when I was 20. I didnt take my alcohol classes so I got a few days of jail. I was told by the judge that it would be 500 dollars if I didnt do them again.
Did my community service but my case manager sent me to an assesment class to tell me I would have to pay 500 on top of the 350 I already paid and take 16extra classes,so I said fuck it Ill just pay the fees. Judge was pissed so he took my licence sent me back to jail and told me I have to take the classes anyway(this time fees withdrawn(maybe). All over a unopened 12pk of beer walking down the street.
On the healthside I am starting to get a beer belly.
Did my community service but my case manager sent me to an assesment class to tell me I would have to pay 500 on top of the 350 I already paid and take 16extra classes,so I said fuck it Ill just pay the fees. Judge was pissed so he took my licence sent me back to jail and told me I have to take the classes anyway(this time fees withdrawn(maybe). All over a unopened 12pk of beer walking down the street.
On the healthside I am starting to get a beer belly.
