...when you're staring at your cursor and all you can think of is how disgusted you are with yourself?
I'm disgusted by my drug use.
I'm disgusted by my sex life. (Not now...well, yes, now, but not in the same way. Now, I'm an unhappily married woman with a punk ass twat for a husband who is also an addict and never wants to fuck. Back then...I was a ...well, I guess, slut. Or..."empowered woman" who fucked whenever. Whatever. But....in retrospect, gods, how fucking dangerous!!! Not, "catch-a-disease" dangerous but "get-fucking-murdered" dangerous.)
I'm disgusted by my life. How did I end up here? I'm strong, smart (I speak four fucking languages for the sake of all fuck!), well traveled (what, 7? 8 countries? I'm no atlas but hardly the average American), respectful, funny, kind....
I'm a useless piece of shit.
I can't even be used as fertilizer.
I'm disgusted by my drug use.
I'm disgusted by my sex life. (Not now...well, yes, now, but not in the same way. Now, I'm an unhappily married woman with a punk ass twat for a husband who is also an addict and never wants to fuck. Back then...I was a ...well, I guess, slut. Or..."empowered woman" who fucked whenever. Whatever. But....in retrospect, gods, how fucking dangerous!!! Not, "catch-a-disease" dangerous but "get-fucking-murdered" dangerous.)
I'm disgusted by my life. How did I end up here? I'm strong, smart (I speak four fucking languages for the sake of all fuck!), well traveled (what, 7? 8 countries? I'm no atlas but hardly the average American), respectful, funny, kind....
I'm a useless piece of shit.
I can't even be used as fertilizer.