Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
Lol yeah that's the big one.
So any drug that makes you not feel sobriety :D Unless you stop thinking like i described above. Which i won't because what else is there? :D Cars? Houses? Travelling? Money? Getting married? Changing the world? Well fuck all that :D It doesn't even compare to a single happy pill and you know it :D
While actively using, stimulants with a very strong compulsion to redose, like cocaine or MDPV, are the hardest drugs for me to stop abusing but only in that moment. Once the binge is over, it isn't all that difficult for me to not start using again. It's just really hard (nearly impossible) for me to stop during a binge while I still have more in my possession.
Opioids are easy for me to stop once I've made up my mind that it's time to stop. Getting to that point, however, can take forever. I don't feel compelled to take them, the way I feel about stimulants during a stimulant binge. I only keep taking opioids to fend off withdrawals. Once I decide enough is enough, it's over.
With stimulants, I never decide enough is enough if I still have access to more... I either run out, flush my stash in a paranoid frenzy, or I wind up getting myself locked up in a mental hospital for a few days...
i 2nd this, quit meth for few years, quit smoking for 3 months, now back onCigarettes