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What do you need to do to be the person who you want to be?

- learn to accept the things that have gone wrong in my life, and accept myself for who I am
- quit ecstasy
- stop dwelling on the past
- quit smoking
- eat healthier
- get back into the things i used to love
- finish school
- get rid of this terrible "life is horrible, i need to die" mindset.
 
1. Taper off these opiates once and for all and never look back
2. Stop smoking cigarettes
3. Stop smoking pot
4. Rediscover myself and relearn all the things I use to love doing w/out drugs
5. Start going to NA to make some clean friends and start socializing again
6. Start going to NA to make some new girlfriends and start socializing again
7. Get back into my lifetime hobby of working out, running, and focusing on nutrition
8. Behavoiral adjustments, go to bed early/wake up early, read more/learn more/know more
9. Make myself ambitious again, be ok with having a busy schedule rather than always thinking
I'm wasting my life conforming to someone elses ideals
10. Stay off the drugs as long as possible so I can continue to work on myself and lead the life
I've always dreamed of
11. Get into a career I like and make use of my degree
12. Help other people when I feel stable enough in my own skin
 
- Quit or moderate drinking
- Exercise and put some meat on my body
- Shave my thin, shitty hair off my head and accept it
- Write more music
- Get a fucking job
- Find my own place
- Go back to school
- Go out more
- Find a girl
- Build some self-esteem
- Build some self-respect
- Find better things to think about rather than obsessing over negative shit
- Stop hating people so much
- Develop some patience
 
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