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What Do You Have To Live For?

^ * smiles happily at college dropout*


I cannot remember either. I think it started in PD but not certain, no matter anyway, still I might see if I can find it out of interest.
Looking over old posts is an interesting (occassionally horrifying 8( ) thing to do, it gives snapshots of yourself, and if you're kind of 'fucked up' in any way, it can help you see things that you wouldn't pick up on at the time, as you were still in the moment so to speak.
Gives one a shot at an objective viewpoint, or can do.:)


***EDIT*** - I am also very proud of the above post. I wrote it pretty much straight after I had aimed to K hole but just fell short. It took forever to type out and I had to do it with one eye closed but at least it makes sense.
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Did you use spellchecker ? It's strange looking at the words and they just seem so wrong even when they're right.:D
 
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Oh that's right, it was re: the Shulgin scale where I said I had had a level 6 trip. Hahaha, so lame I know but hey if we do not live to be lame then why do we exist?

Looking over old posts is an interesting (occassionally horrifying ) thing to do, it gives snapshots of yourself, and if you're kind of 'fucked up' in any way
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Haha, you got that right. Some memorable ones were the justification of my homophobic views because of religion, me trying to battle with the science whiz kids and argue a creationist point of view against evolution which resulted in my arse being handed to me on a platter, and the many prejudiced posts I made against Muslims. It's weird but I don't give a shit about any of that anymore because when you change so much as a person it really is almost as if you're referring to someone else. Like I know I'm still a dickhead, but nowadays I have a much more accepting attitude of all kinds of people.
 
^ Yeah good stuff, I totally get you on being a dickhead mind CD ;) takes one to know one ;) as they say:D .

I think I understand what you're saying , all this outside influence kind of obstructs your own thought process. It takes something to break that programming, then you can begin to reassess stuff. Powerful psychedelic experience is the usual catalyst in the circles we move in I guess.:\

I reckon if one can do it , it's worthwhile to take time off drugs to get your head round stuff, coz it gets strange at times when you don't.8(

Of course I never did take time off till it was rather strange around the outer fringes of my mind.:\

You seem to have fairly reassessed things mind, relax and be happy .:)
 
Everything is here and now. Quality of life I reckon is how you feel now. You turn to hope when here and now aren't quite doing the trick.


Hope is a priceless commodity !:)

Then with hope installed, you work out whatever needs worked out. If you got a bright enough flame of hope inside you, it can last a long time.Like foreva!
 
Zophen said:
Then with hope installed, you work out whatever needs worked out. If you got a bright enough flame of hope inside you, it can last a long time.Like foreva!
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This is so true my dearest friend. Wow, it gave me chills.
 
college_dropout said:
***EDIT*** - I am also very proud of the above post. I wrote it pretty much straight after I had aimed to K hole but just fell short. It took forever to type out and I had to do it with one eye closed but at least it makes sense.
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:) This might not be particularly funny, but this made me laugh, just cause I totally know how that is...and it does make perfect sense.

Today I'm living for the show "Scarred" on MTV (watching now) because it makes my headache seem less painful....8o ;)
 
^ Good :) *perplexed about the joke like , but hey whatever*;)

Ah if you've been doing K that would explain it , wouldn't make me get the joke but I'd understand why you could find it amusing, strange stuff K .:)
 
zophen said:
^ Good :) *perplexed about the joke like , but hey whatever*;)

Ah if you've been doing K that would explain it , wouldn't make me get the joke but I'd understand why you could find it amusing, strange stuff K .:)
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LOL, I'm actually unfortunately sober tonight. The show "Scarred" is like home videos of people doing stunts (skateboarders, bmx'ers, etc) and it shows videos of really bad accidents. Broken bones and all that. Takes my mind off of my headache. I think thats what you were referring to, in my post. :)

What can I say, some days you just have to appreciate the little things!
 
^ ^ This board hopping is tiresome!!

Not in a literal sense, just a poor attempt at a joke...;)
 
^ I am equally ineffectual with both literal and non literal posting.:)

I have an interpreter which is a useful thing. :D

Usually reserved for interpreting MY posting for the benefit (could be argued that it's not beneficial ) of other people , usually American but not necessarily.;)
 
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