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What Do You Have To Live For?

tomorrow. theres always tomorrow no matter how fucked up shit is today as long as I'm alive and haven't yet given up shit can get better.
 
cucarot said:
motorised preferably, but a pedal version does at the moment

told you not to spend all your money on psychedelics =D

how fast can you go on the pedal bike grandpa?
would you like to post its picture in the TDS?

anyways..for me it would be exploring the beauty of life if i'm lucky enough to be able to.
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He didn't really want to post a picture because he's computer illiterate (TWO illiteratae together HHmmn?), therefore I the slightly more comp competent one would like to share on Zophen's behalf!!!;) ;) =D =D =D

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9mmCensor said:
At one point I lived for dreams. Illusions of riches and grandeur, but that was before I realized that the world is a piece of shit, and its not going to get better.
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Been there. Twenty five years ago.

If I'd killed myself, I'd have missed out on some of the best that life has to offer; true love, success in my chosen profession, done my way...

Hang in there.
 
because of the amount of money invested to get me this far and the fact that my life will be enjoyable in 4 - 6 years.
 
Basically i live for all the things i havent done yet and all the places i havent been. That and my family because i know it would just about kill them if i committed suicide.

Im bipolar and sometimes when i get horribly depressed i just think what the hell why not kill myself and get it over with and end this fucking misery. But then i think about all the cool things i havent done and all the cool places i havent been to. I think what a pathetic waste of a life it would be if i killed myself now.

Maybe when i get a few years down the road and ive done everything that ive wanted to do i might kill myself if im depressed but not now. Ive got abit of living to do before i die.
 
Well there's more than one way to look at this...

On one hand I am living to finish school, get the career I'm looking for in pharmacology, and doing something fulfilling with my life, while of course, having the happiness/wealth I think will be associated with it, as a wife and kids etc.

But in all honesty, I have no idea why I am still here, I should have died (have come very close in several situations) and yet some higher power (which I would say God but I am in a point in life I'm unsure about religion) has kept me around. I believe in karma, and I do a lot of good for others so I think that comes back around for myself. I've gotten out of many situations that could have be horrendous and yet turned out quite fine.

Just stay in touch with reality, and make goals, you will then see what you are living for - love & happiness.
 
My wife, my music, and (even though I have to make myself do this) my work. And the hope that I can improve myself further as I live. And assorted sensual pleasures, for I am still a bit of a hedonist.
 
paranoid android said:
Im bipolar and sometimes when i get horribly depressed i just think what the hell why not kill myself and get it over with and end this fucking misery. But then i think about all the cool things i havent done and all the cool places i havent been to. I think what a pathetic waste of a life it would be if i killed myself now.
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I am also "bipolar", whatever that means. I've found that the depression is lots worse if one lets the hypomanic, or manic phase get out of hand.

I would not counsel anyone on medical care, or whether they "need meds." But so-called experts said I did, and I don't, and I'm OK.

I think those "experts" need some meds...like a bar of Ivory Soap shoved up their asses.
 
Sandbag said:
Right now I am pretty much living for genital-rattling bass. I try to fill my head with DnB and constant rave/techno related info/activities. Outside of that I live for my parents, my siblings, and my girlfriend (though occasionally her actions make me want to cease living). I also chose life because existance (life), is not a videogame...you can't just hit "Quit" when you don't like the way things are going.
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Are you me?
 
SmC said:
How can you live for death? Doesn't make much sense to me.
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Because with death comes and end to the pain we endure in life. Hopefully.
 
the memory of yesterday, the sunshine of today, and the opportunity to accomplish what will never be forgot. that and music and love, but that's a given
 
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