JessFR
Bluelight Crew
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- Oct 22, 2012
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I'm thinking of starting my own HR recovery group for people who have decided to moderate, though when I went to SMART and refuge/dharma they seemed way less judgemental than the Aa/na cult
To stay in recovery, sometimes I pop Xanax, chug beer, and snort bromo-mescaline. Na doesn't jive. But it keeps me off the crack, heroin, and meth.
I dunno if recovery and moderation are really compatible. Moderation with drugs you don't have a tendency towards addiction to is.
If I didn't have something like methadone I wouldn't have a snowballs chance in hell of being able to be moderate with heroin. It really is all or nothing.
The fellowships do have their culty aspects I agree, but they have their positive aspects too.