what do I want?

Should I get a second job and stay in this shit hole? Then go to school in the fall like I was suppose to this year... Yeah, PSU I unenrolled good job on my part! Not sure if that should be sarcastic or not...maybe I did fuck up. Should I get back into the swing of hating life and sitting in classes when I rather be somewhere else? Or should I explore the world and live life until I'm ready to conform? Right now I don't really have anything that's keeping me where I am. Well I do have this one person maybe a few but in the end I just want to live my life far away from here.