What do I do now? (depressing)

[Acidex]

This is really sad. Too much emotion today. Probably because I'm PMSing. Shit.
What do I do now?
I'm no longer high. Everything is back to how it was.
Flawed.
I hoped it would stay that way forever, even though I knew that it wouldn't. I thought I had it all figured out. All I wanted was for it to last.
Everything is empty now. Everything is dull. Everything is boring.
What do I do now?
We've all experienced this. It's nothing new. Been there, done that.
Why?
Why does it have to be this way?
Life. The world. Truth. Reality.
Is this our true reality?
Nothingess, emptiness, detachment...
Where am I?
Here. Right here.
What do I do now?
This is my true high. A high without drugs. A high of misery. (Is it a low?)
This high sure fucks me up. This is some good shit huh?
Sarcasm and anger
This is a state
A state of sadness. A state that is senseless.
Does that make sense?
Listen
Listen here
I've known the answers
I've known the truth
I've appreciated life
I've figured it out
A few hours later I came down from my high
What do I do now?

 

[LiQwidVibeZ]

I have felt the same way about life many times. If your feeling blue i suggest you stay away from acid. Sorry to preach but acid has away of taking any feelings and thoughts you have and magnifying them.
Take care and keep your head up.
*hugz*
*Jessica*

 

[ezduzit68]

I totally feel where your coming from! Been there felt that. One thing though... Is it emptiness or is it that feeling of being overwhelmed with reality. So overwhelemed that we get scared. scared to face this oh so hard to live in world. I know when I get scared I look for comfort. What better thing to look for comfort in than being high. Just follow your heart. Ones heart will always find comfort. one other thing SMILE

it doesn't hurt to do that!!!