Bleaney
Bluelighter
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- Mar 13, 2021
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I have a major case of procrastination going on when it comes to deciding on whether to take the plunge on the darknet once again.
Last time round, more than 10 years ago, in the midst of a period of chaotic drug use, including heavy benzo use, there was just no way that I could have managed to take the time and patience to learn about some of the recommended safeguards, that you should use if you're going to be at least half sensible about things. At least this time I havemore idea about what these safeguards are; I mean things like using a VPN, and PGP encryption. I did get as far as learning what those things are last time, but I could not follow up on that at the time.
One good thing that did come out of my reluctance to learn PGP was that in that time the value of my bitcoins increased from £250 to £3500 during the period that I was just sitting on my bitcoins for howver long it was whilst I was procrastinating. Sometimes it's not such a bad habit after all! This piece of luck was pretty fucking amazing at that time because I was out of work, getting near to being completely broke, and was badly in need of that money. If only I'd known that keeping those bitcoins until the peak would have meant they'd have been worth £150,000!! But of course not many people get THAT lucky without the aid of a crystal ball or a time travel machine.
Anyway back on topic, I certainly didn't use a VPN last time, (this meant that my ISP could have seen on their logs that I was using tor) but I am regularly using one now. Last time I was put off learning about how to use PGP encryption, but I eventually went ahead and made a few tor purchases anyway, without using either of those safeguards. I didn't get arrested or scammed, and I did receive what I ordered. But I did get hacked several times, although ofcourse I can't know if that was due to using the darknet or some other way I put myself at risk.
This time round, I'm not dazed and confused, or rendered incapable of learning anything new under the weight of extreme benzo use. I'm relatively a lot clearer mentally.
I've found a UK source of the etizolam that I've been so keen to acquire, but for some reason I just can't bring myself to complete a purchase. Firstly I'd need to watch maybe just one or two PGP tutorials on youtube, which would probably be all that I'd need for my purposes of sending my postage details etc to the seller in an encrypted message. I think some of the marklet places even automatically do this for you if you tick a tickbox, so I don't even neccesarrily have to learn PGP. It is recommened not to rely on a market places internal message encryption, but you could so.
I could say that I've been too busy lately, but I've just spent the best part of an hour browsing and posting on here.
Maybe I'm subconsciously concerned about getting busted somehow, getting ripped off or scammed, or maybe concerned about opening the pandoras box of mail order drugs if I get back into ordering anything more than benzos and other class C prescription meds that are so easy to get off the "clearnet."
I don't know. I probably will take the plunge once I clear some time where I don't have anything else that I need to do during the few days that I get off in my new job.
Last time round, more than 10 years ago, in the midst of a period of chaotic drug use, including heavy benzo use, there was just no way that I could have managed to take the time and patience to learn about some of the recommended safeguards, that you should use if you're going to be at least half sensible about things. At least this time I havemore idea about what these safeguards are; I mean things like using a VPN, and PGP encryption. I did get as far as learning what those things are last time, but I could not follow up on that at the time.
One good thing that did come out of my reluctance to learn PGP was that in that time the value of my bitcoins increased from £250 to £3500 during the period that I was just sitting on my bitcoins for howver long it was whilst I was procrastinating. Sometimes it's not such a bad habit after all! This piece of luck was pretty fucking amazing at that time because I was out of work, getting near to being completely broke, and was badly in need of that money. If only I'd known that keeping those bitcoins until the peak would have meant they'd have been worth £150,000!! But of course not many people get THAT lucky without the aid of a crystal ball or a time travel machine.
Anyway back on topic, I certainly didn't use a VPN last time, (this meant that my ISP could have seen on their logs that I was using tor) but I am regularly using one now. Last time I was put off learning about how to use PGP encryption, but I eventually went ahead and made a few tor purchases anyway, without using either of those safeguards. I didn't get arrested or scammed, and I did receive what I ordered. But I did get hacked several times, although ofcourse I can't know if that was due to using the darknet or some other way I put myself at risk.
This time round, I'm not dazed and confused, or rendered incapable of learning anything new under the weight of extreme benzo use. I'm relatively a lot clearer mentally.
I've found a UK source of the etizolam that I've been so keen to acquire, but for some reason I just can't bring myself to complete a purchase. Firstly I'd need to watch maybe just one or two PGP tutorials on youtube, which would probably be all that I'd need for my purposes of sending my postage details etc to the seller in an encrypted message. I think some of the marklet places even automatically do this for you if you tick a tickbox, so I don't even neccesarrily have to learn PGP. It is recommened not to rely on a market places internal message encryption, but you could so.
I could say that I've been too busy lately, but I've just spent the best part of an hour browsing and posting on here.
Maybe I'm subconsciously concerned about getting busted somehow, getting ripped off or scammed, or maybe concerned about opening the pandoras box of mail order drugs if I get back into ordering anything more than benzos and other class C prescription meds that are so easy to get off the "clearnet."
I don't know. I probably will take the plunge once I clear some time where I don't have anything else that I need to do during the few days that I get off in my new job.
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