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What did you learn from your latest trip?

Throwing up during a trip definitely ties in to the idea of letting go of certain thoughts or feelings.

That and DMT + 4-meo-pcp produces spectacular results!
 
- You can look in the mirror on 3 different days and see 3 different people, it's not the body in question, it's the perception.

(MXE)
 
All of my trips these days have the common theme of change. Everytime I trip I become (sometimes painfully) aware that I need to get off my ass and make an effort. I've decided not to buy a large quantity of psychedelics until I've acheived atleast a couple of my short term goals.
 
That I'm an embarrassment to my family and need to make some major life changes before I become a complete fuckup
 
To never make assumptions about people.
That I'm not invincible.
That I'm addicted to substances.
 
From ketamine I learned a few days ago....

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That I see taking drugs together as a huge responsability. I have been trying out a lot of stuff for the first time this summer, in company of my lover, which I know very well. This has led to great enthousiasm about drugs, for me. I have been spamming my friends about them, and some of them are really curious to try them out with me.

My trips have always been very positive so far. (Shrooms, DXM, keta, acid) I think this is partly due to the relationship I have with my lover, which is really good, and understanding, and he's a very experienced tripper. He says he's used LSD at leaast over 100 times. So he has probably steered me more than once to the good way.

So my problem is I never had such a thing as a bad trip before. I wouldn't know what I would be protecting my friends against, because I never had this experience myself.

When I am talking to my friends about tripping together I always saw it as a really casual thing, but since the ketamine trip of a few days ago I see it as something really serious.

Maybe I'm going to induce something like a bad trip in me, a minor one, on a low dose of a tryptomine, just to know what happens to you. if it works that way....
 
= That I wasn't sure what I wanted in the form of a partner - I'm interested in this woman I went to this party with, but I also realized I was quite attracted to my other friend's father, who was also at the party - much confusion ensued...I think just because I really need to experience men more, and can't really have a female "partner" til I do this, for me.

I realized in the same night, that I need to go with my instincts when it comes to music I enjoy - I don't really like psy trance, yet followed this gal who I've liked for a while to a psy trance party - not good.

We took 2C-B and some E, and I had my first unpleasant time with 2C-B, I just felt out of place at the psy trance party, that it wasn't warm and colourful enough - just like some cold warehouse party.

You need the setting to be right for that kinda music, not dark and dingy.

I also pondered on the fact that psychedelic experiences should be shared for free if possible, at all times, and that life will repay you for turning someone on.
 
I learnt that the Mushroom entity really does exist, IMO I had a meeting with some kind of mind that was definately external to my own.
 
I learned that I project my insecurities on external phenomenons.
Also that I'm a jerk because I'm a druggie and not ashamed. (I believe in responsible use)

I learned to experience my reality in new and different ways.

The first two I gained from my last LSD trip, the last one is something I learn every time I trip.
 
"The things I do so some ungrateful teenager can spend their daddy's money on a drug they know nothing about and not get sick or die from taking some unknown substance, cause all they are simply doing is trying to get high. But, the ecstasy isn't cutting it anymore. So, they try to find acid and when they can't, they settle for this..."

Said to my roommate while on 2C-E after spending the past 4 hours in an empty house alone, tripping.

What I learned: People often take things for granted and unfortunately this often leads to abuse and misuse. There is so much beauty psychedelics have to offer those who are responsible. If only people understood that and didn't dwell so much on the "bad" things they hear about any drug and lump them all together. As if they all do the same thing and are poisonous.


*Note - I do not sell such substances to anyone. I have a huge respect for these substances, and do to my thorough analysis, and mental capacity to handle psychedelics at HIGH doses; I am the one friends turn to when they need someone to test something on (assuming I know what it is I am supposed to be ingesting. No mystery substances!).
 
rickolasnice said:
^ LSD is friendlier than shrooms.
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I assert just the opposite.

In my experience so far:

Acid is hellish doubt, uncertainty, and irrationality. Shrooms are pure, soothing rationality.

While under the influence of ayahuasca I recalled a series of hypnotic states I entered throughout childhood, and constructed them into a sequence which informed me of the beautiful tragedy of human existence. Ayahuasca was an even gentler, less disruptive, more universal and encompassing iteration of the p. cubensis experiences (2) which I will now describe:

While under the influence of magic mushrooms I repaired much of the psychological damage which I had inflicted by combining weed with acid and mescaline.

While under the influence of mescaline + weed I learned never to mix weed with a psychedelic drug again. And I haven't. I don't smoke at all anymore.

While under the influence of LSD + weed I experienced schizophrenia for the first time. The taint of uncertainty -- manifested as insecurity about the world, the order underlying the world, and the feeling that everything that had happened throughout my life was one gigantic, mean-spirited joke designed by malicious observer-interlopers for the purpose of systematically humiliating me -- began to infiltrate the entirety of my consciousness, seeping and spreading, abetted by my continued smoking of weed intermittently following that trip. Magic mushrooms, as mentioned above, helped me to (at least temporarily) become a rational human being again.
 
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MDMA - last night - I remembered an old mindset, one of free love and limitless association, we are all one, and one cannot own another in anyway. If you love something set it free, and let them bring other girls around ;)

I'll take anyone however they are and accept judgments without judgment.

I am the essence of curiosity, I am still young every time I notice the ravages of time.

I remembered and accepted that all is fleeting, even this shall pass away. Has anyone ever heard "Lather" by Jefferson Airplane? that's about right. Love is impermanent and that can bother me at times, because I just get so attached to everything. amphetamine-like drugs MDMA in this case give me such a passion for life that is fueled by accepting wholly that one day I shall lose it all, any loss in my youth is minor compared to what the future holds, We are almost all still alive and...

THE PARTY IS STILL GOING!
 
queenscarlet88 said:
I assert just the opposite.

In my experience so far:

Acid is hellish doubt, uncertainty, and irrationality. Shrooms are pure, soothing rationality.
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I feel that your descriptions of both chemicals are next to the wrong drug xP

I have a friend that was used to high doses of acid (1mg+), taking it sometimes multiple times a week, NEVER had a bad trip / time.. first time they took shrooms they ended up completely flipping out, going to hospital, and having lasting anxiety for months.
 
Last MDMA - That I don't need to be anybody else except who I am. And that I need to dance more often :)

Last psychedelic (LSD) - That I won't benefit from another trip until I deal with certain unresolved issues in my life. These issues are improving nicely and so it will soon be time to give it a go.
 
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