PinkPolkaDots
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Hi, I'm a 28yo, healthy female. 5ft6 116lb.
Experienced smoking weed for years and have had successful experiences smoking DMT and dropping LSD recently. Never was attracted to Ecstasy however 10 days ago I was offered something referred to as "bomb"-something (not in in English, I am in Spain) which supposedly was MDMA. With my recent new experiences and trusting the friends whom offered, I decided to accept.
I was in a large group for friends I feel very comfortable with, in a lounge/bar type setting. I was given about 4oz sparkling water which tasted bad. I can't remember the taste well enough to try to explain it but it was something like tasting aspirin as you swallow it. It must have been around 9PM.
Over the next 20 minutes I started to feel warm and fuzzy, and my hands felt sweaty. Suddenly like out of nowhere I felt tingeling in my face, hands and feet, and my vision started blinking. Flashing lights were blinking so fast I could not focus on anything, and sounds were echoing in the same rhythm. I stayed calm by scrolling Facebook on my phone and focusing on my husbands voice instead of whole conversations around me. Thinking back, I was freaking out more than I allowed myself to admit. It was extremely intense and scary, yet kind of enjoyable? and it lasted for probably 10 minutes before I felt nauseous and disoriented for a minute and then....
Blackout. I've never in my life blacked out before (from drinking or any drug) so this scared me the most. I belive I was blacked out for at least 30 min. We moved to a club during that time, and I remember dancing, but it didn't feel nearly as good as people claim it does. I was sweaty and had some problems focusing/not clear minded, but for unknown reason redosed with half initial amount both at around 1AM and 4AM. I guess I didn't feel as good any more. Both times I wanted the flashing and tingeling, but obviously didn't have them.
I look absolutely shocked in every pic from that night (eyes wide open), and of course I chewed up the majority of the inside of my mouth, leaving me unable to eat or drink for days. I fell asleep at noon the following day and slept for 4 hours. The next night I slept like normal. Severe anorexia for 3 days and would get this warm and fuzzy body high feeling back every time I got nervous, or had a natural adrenaline or dopamine rush. The latter lasted for at least 4 days after! Wich I did enjoy.... Little bit depressed and caught a cold 2-3 days after.
Although I really enjoyed the warm and fuzzy feeling, the social confidence and the pretty filter everything and everyone had - I can't say it was anything like what I expected MDMA to be like, and I'm in no rush to do it again. That "come-up" was something I've never heard anyone explain similar to mine, and the black out as well. I guess it's also worth mentioning that one of my best friends whom were there that night didn't even notice, and I had to tell him the following day why my face was deformed with swelling. Nobody seemed to realise I was "rolling"??
I was drinking small amounts of wine as well, but no other drugs/stimulants.
Just to give me peace of mind because I absolutely can't let go of the experience - any idea what this might have been?
I've ordered a test kit now because even if I'm not sure I'll do it again, I most definitely will not do it again without testing.
Thanks and sorry for the long post!
Experienced smoking weed for years and have had successful experiences smoking DMT and dropping LSD recently. Never was attracted to Ecstasy however 10 days ago I was offered something referred to as "bomb"-something (not in in English, I am in Spain) which supposedly was MDMA. With my recent new experiences and trusting the friends whom offered, I decided to accept.
I was in a large group for friends I feel very comfortable with, in a lounge/bar type setting. I was given about 4oz sparkling water which tasted bad. I can't remember the taste well enough to try to explain it but it was something like tasting aspirin as you swallow it. It must have been around 9PM.
Over the next 20 minutes I started to feel warm and fuzzy, and my hands felt sweaty. Suddenly like out of nowhere I felt tingeling in my face, hands and feet, and my vision started blinking. Flashing lights were blinking so fast I could not focus on anything, and sounds were echoing in the same rhythm. I stayed calm by scrolling Facebook on my phone and focusing on my husbands voice instead of whole conversations around me. Thinking back, I was freaking out more than I allowed myself to admit. It was extremely intense and scary, yet kind of enjoyable? and it lasted for probably 10 minutes before I felt nauseous and disoriented for a minute and then....
Blackout. I've never in my life blacked out before (from drinking or any drug) so this scared me the most. I belive I was blacked out for at least 30 min. We moved to a club during that time, and I remember dancing, but it didn't feel nearly as good as people claim it does. I was sweaty and had some problems focusing/not clear minded, but for unknown reason redosed with half initial amount both at around 1AM and 4AM. I guess I didn't feel as good any more. Both times I wanted the flashing and tingeling, but obviously didn't have them.
I look absolutely shocked in every pic from that night (eyes wide open), and of course I chewed up the majority of the inside of my mouth, leaving me unable to eat or drink for days. I fell asleep at noon the following day and slept for 4 hours. The next night I slept like normal. Severe anorexia for 3 days and would get this warm and fuzzy body high feeling back every time I got nervous, or had a natural adrenaline or dopamine rush. The latter lasted for at least 4 days after! Wich I did enjoy.... Little bit depressed and caught a cold 2-3 days after.
Although I really enjoyed the warm and fuzzy feeling, the social confidence and the pretty filter everything and everyone had - I can't say it was anything like what I expected MDMA to be like, and I'm in no rush to do it again. That "come-up" was something I've never heard anyone explain similar to mine, and the black out as well. I guess it's also worth mentioning that one of my best friends whom were there that night didn't even notice, and I had to tell him the following day why my face was deformed with swelling. Nobody seemed to realise I was "rolling"??
I was drinking small amounts of wine as well, but no other drugs/stimulants.
Just to give me peace of mind because I absolutely can't let go of the experience - any idea what this might have been?
I've ordered a test kit now because even if I'm not sure I'll do it again, I most definitely will not do it again without testing.
Thanks and sorry for the long post!
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