Reanimator13
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Tjmothy that is a good point, but it doesn't really work for me. Once a drug has stopped/changed how it is working it never get's back it's magic fully. At least with adderall, vicodin, weed, DXM. But yeah I see that type of thinking being a trap. I had a couple knives pulled on me today, the fool grabbed me by the shirt and I spun him around 360 and poked him in the eye, ripped my shirt and I ran when his buddy was running up on me with a knife. so it may be a good time to sober. It's hard being one of the only employed white people buying drugs in the ghetto. I try to look trashy when I go, but they still can sniff out a lack of poverty. So I think that may be my reason for getting sober, I know I said up there fear of death wasn't enough motive, at least not of an overdose, but being stabbed may be. Plus I had the shock like I jumped out of an airplane my adrenaline was soo pumped up, I think I should just take up skydiving or rock climbing. It'd do the same thing for me that drugs do really.