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What are your most MEMORABLE chemically induced experiences?

Is it right to worry about using DMT just in case that it interferes with your actual death experience? Is there any scientific evidence in regards to this? I want to try it but I fear that my natural DMT won't be released (or at least properly) when I die.
 
No. Everything relating dmt to near death or actual death experience is only conjecture at this point.
 
The first time I took mushrooms is probably the most memorable experience for me. I was about 14 or 15. Took them at a friends house, a proper dose too.

Really crept up on me, the initial feeling was one of extreme confidence, and a ready-for-anything attitude. Felt really, just, "open" I guess. Then I started tripping pretty hard, distorted visuals, patterns waving, breathing walls. My friend and I just walked around my small rural hometown and took in the scenery. Truly felt like magic entered my bloodstream.
 
I would say some of the best times were when I took mdma and saw just about all my favorite djs over the course of a year. I just was in the right places at the right times.

Second time I rolled I shagged some chick in my car and then got arrested like 30 minutes later mainly because I had out of state plates. They had to give me back my license because it was from another state. I was facing two years in prison but seeing how I blew 0.0 and there was no probable cause well yeah. Looking back it was clearly a shakedown because that was the only bar I went that had a 17 and up age minimum.

I remember my first speedball very clearly. It was in a friends car and it was some incredibly good smack and I just about fell out and did pass out for a bit despite the coke which really did not seem to phase my friend.

Dude was not much of a friend tbph, he tried to kill me over a woman that did not want him and I remember that day very clearly. There was a hit out on his life over his debts and well we got sold some smack that was poisened with god knows what. I did a test shot and felt warm and he did alot and went beserk and wanted to go start shit and well I decided it was best that we part ways so I got out and well he tried to hit me with his vehicle. So anyways I managed to lose him after about a half a mile of running through various businesses and an allley weigh and ducking into a gym.

So I took a cab home and shot that shit with my gf. We were both fucking paralyzed and I am pretty sure shit had narcan and speed in it burried in that thick ball of tar. I came too first and got her a bucket and helped her with a bucket and clean the vomit from her mouth. I loaded a gun because I decided that if I had her blood on my hands, I was just not going to be able to live with it. The thing is well she was what I would consider an innocent and well I am not, that is kind of an outlaw code and well you will face fates worse than death if you cross those people but I was more concerned about damnation.

I suppose a rather memorable one was waking from being legally dead for 20 minutes. I receieved cpr for about 17 of those minutes. I was not breathing. Things got alot worse because I was arrested after refusing medical care and all I wanted was a fucking sandwich and well they wouldn't give let me have it. I was able to delay things a bit by lighting up a cigarette and telling the paramedics I was quite fine and refusing medical attention. I guess once they realized I was not going to talk, they slapped the cuffs on me and threw me in solitary until I had a a few seizures until they realized that I was going to fucking die and I ended up in the hopistal with severe dehydration and was involuntarily commited to detox which was rough. I refused all medication besides benzos and pherngan. I was out after the minimum time and the only person who did not get antipsychotics there.

I blacked out plenty of times due to drinking and have had some very awkward, traumatic, and violent things happen to me due to being vulnerable. I also have had some things to which I have signed nondisclousures over basically over police brutality and just being at the wrong place at the wrong time that I honestly wish to forget and never speak of. So yeah it can be heaven or it can be hell.
 
Not gonna go into detail but my most memorable drug experiences have been:

The first time I tried cannabis, I was 12 years old with a friend in the woods. I got so high I had full blown mental and auditory hallucinations. It was quite scary tbh.

The first time I tried DXM watching Fear and Loathing at age 12. Saw the TV literally turn into a crystal clear, rectangular, liquid rainbow. This visual hallucination lasted about 3-4 seconds during the movie and I've never been able to reproduce it. It was almost TOO real.

The first time I tried MDMA. Just because it was the first time trying MDMA, and well, you know how that is. ?

Those are my 3 most memorable off the top of my head.
 
I forgot about shrooms, that was always fucking fun. I miss the mountains.

I think watching The Wall really fucking stoned really young was a life changer for me.

I had no fucks to give after that. I don't think I spoke for several weeks after that.
 
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