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What Are You Listening To? XXV: Gold's For Fools, Tunes Too Kewl For Schools

Ms Mermaid said:
The Smiths - This Joke isnt funny anymore

Goodbye cunts, Im out. This time its a conscious choice rather than due to 'digital terrorists' .... jesus fucking christ, what a fucking retarded wanky term that is. not one of mine.

I can no longer live my life as a lie, nor continue to surround myself with with liars and con artists. The system makes criminals and liars out of honest people, I get that, and im definitely one of those people. But those honest people should never be using that as an excuse to fool themselves or others that their own private dishonesty is ok. There comes a time in life when people should know better. There comes a time in life when you should stop lying to yourself and those you care about.

I do not wish to live a life of dishonesty when it comes to my relationships with those I have chosen to surround myself with. Its nauseating to live in such a state. Show me a person who doesnt know they are deeply flawed and ill show you a person who is a constant danger to themselves and others. Its okay to be flawed. Its not okay to remain wilfully ignorant about those flaws nor masquerade through life pretending you dont know theyre there. Do what thou will and I fully applaud the right to do so, but at least fucking OWN your vices and ignorance.

Busty, you make more sense to me everyday. Youre not perfect but I love and admire your levels of honesty. Thanks for the public openess about your life. I find its contents slightly vacuous but thats irrelevant to the point Im making. You seem like a good father and seem to be deeply respectful towards your wife (gf/wife the title is irrelevant to me)

The more time I spend on my own and in thought, the happier I seem to become. I will never be lonely. I choose not to interact at times because I am not prepared to compromise when it comes to specific things I hold dear, and I will never change that part of me for a reason. Theres a reason many good ones either die young or just choose to disappear into the ether and Im happy to be one of them

Michael, you are so fucking missed. I cannot put into words how sorry I am that I failed to be there when you clearly needed someone. You were beautiful. I failed you, EADD failed you and BL failed you. I will never forgive myself for your tragedy. I see you everywhere and you are a comforting observer and for that I thankyou <3
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We all miss him, honey, there's not a day goes by I don't think of Knock. I never knew him as long as others here but he took time to help me n I'll never forget that. I put a message on his RIP thread a year on n his sister thanked me, which was unexpected... None of us will ever forget him. I know that you n I never really got the chance to know one another but I get the feeling you're going through stuff n wish you all the very best in life. I'm sorry it went wrong here n for what it's worth I think you've a very caring friend in SHM, hope I've not spoke out of term, I'm sincerely sorry things went wrong here.
Please take Care,
Evey xxxx
 
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I'm not entirely sure, very occasionally I will hallucinate complete music (all instrumental sections, lyrics, emotive expression); it mainly seems to spawn from a very low pitch, unending din/heavy vibration, others I am randomly treated to a piece of its own creation.

On my 4th day awake so I'm hearing everything one would expect... ;)
 
https://youtu.be/NtSJBUoco_Y Happy Mondays - Best / Loads Album

Loads album,
1. Step On
2. W.F.L.
3. Kinky Afro
4. Hallelujah [MacColl Mix]
5. Mad Cyril
6. Lazyitis
7. Tokoloshe Man
8. Loose Fit
9. Bob's Yer Uncle
10. Judge Fudge
11. Stinkin' Thinkin'
12. Sunshine & Love
13. Angel
14. Tart Tart
15. Kuff Dam
16. 24 Hour Party People
 
SproutOnSmack said:
I'm not entirely sure, very occasionally I will hallucinate complete music (all instrumental sections, lyrics, emotive expression); it mainly seems to spawn from a very low pitch, unending din/heavy vibration, others I am randomly treated to a piece of its own creation.

On my 4th day awake so I'm hearing everything one would expect... ;)
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I have been hearing classical for days. All last night I was playing the where is x game, and trying to figure out the musical source! I have resorted to just listen to it on 8tracks so my mind will calm haha.
 
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Came across the ticket for the gig I never even went to when tidying today.

Dark Side said:
Oh fuck this band I just came across again, not listened to in like 3 years.

And So I Watch You From Afar - The Voiceless

No vocals, just purely instrumental. Some of you will love this it's not screamo. Easy on the ears, post rock instrumental. You have no excuse not to click. Beautiful music

And So I Watch You From Afar - I Capture Castles
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