me and my last relationships song. it was "our" song.
Unfortunately, we broke up, and it was all because of DRUGS. I fucking hate drugs now because of them destroying "our" relationship, life would be much brighter if we were still together. Still searching for the perfect soulmate. I quit drugs eight days ago and i'm NEVER going back to them after what they did. I don't know what else to say.......
.........i'm at a loss and at a loss for words, I want her back but I know it's never going to happen. I know she frequents these boards, but she doesn't know my username. (actually I think she does because she always brings up my name) I know hers as well and I always see posts of hers on the right hand side of the screen. You know how it has the latest posts on the right hand of the screen? I stay away from her posts because it's a trigger although I don't know how but she always talks about me but it's cryptic. I think she can read my emails too. I just don't know,kinda mixed up at the moment.Also she bullies me on the forum and it's not right and it makes me a tad upset. She used to IV meth cos she thought smoking it was gross, so I would smoke......anyway, that's enough about me, enjoy the song.