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What are you craving? v "Let's get an eightball! It'll last us all weekend!"

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Came so close to copping smack today... I really crave it, especially now that I got a nice new needle exchange kit.

However, I refrained (urine screen Tomorow). We'll see about Friday.
 
Wait, to add to my last post...

IV Heroin/Cocaine
Followed by post coitus ciggarette (Newport)

After hour long sessions of heroin influenced sex, that cigarette is a must.

Seyer, you inspire my cravings man!
 
Any strong opiate that will induce a whole bunch of euphoria. Suboxone is certainly not that opiate.
 
Any strong opiate that will induce a whole bunch of euphoria. Suboxone is certainly not that opiate.
Quoted for Truth. And also, yes, a full agonist would be amazing right now. I have some Sub solution sitting right next to me... if it was oxy or heroin, it'd be on... but I'm just looking at it and going... "Meh"... not that it isn't a lifesaver, because it is... but when you've had better, you don't want to just settle... :sus: Know what I mean? :sus:
 
MXE. But I have to take a break because it messed up my mind so much.

I've noticed I've been trying to replace the hole left from MXE with either Lyrica and alcohol or stimulants.
 
Fuck it dude, just smoke some DMT, and have some MIND SEX....

Newport will still be needed.

Fuck it dude, just IM 100-150mgs K and than grab the GonG with 20-100mgs of DMT pancaked between/light/leave the world. Damnit, now I want to do that. Ahh well I know I don't feel like plastic lungs ATM anyways. Hmmm instead maybe 75mgs MXE/50mgs DPT IM. Sounds like sex. I've got the cig ready to go as well.....
 
Quoted for Truth. And also, yes, a full agonist would be amazing right now. I have some Sub solution sitting right next to me... if it was oxy or heroin, it'd be on... but I'm just looking at it and going... "Meh"... not that it isn't a lifesaver, because it is... but when you've had better, you don't want to just settle... :sus: Know what I mean? :sus:

I know myself and many other dope heads who have sat idly by next to their phone waiting for the call to come in all while they got the sickness creeping up. If you want to get high, you don't want to be taking sub. Worst thing would be when after so many hours of misery you say fuck it and take the sub, but then the call comes through that everything is all good.


The only times I find sub to have euphoria to it is when I wake up from a cold sweat or I'm doing the hot/cold roll around under the covers, and then I put a piece of sub under my tongue and lay back down. Slowly feeling all the bad melt away and comfort set in so that I can fall asleep is pretty nice.

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As for thread, really could go for some kind of stimulant. If I had a 10mg adderall or something small like that it would be awesome. More weed would be nice too since my supply is shockingly low. Shockingly is the appropriate adverb to use as well. The day Carl Landrover runs out of weed is the day there is no more weed to smoke on the earth aka the end of the world. (Knock on wood. No weed is no joking matter)
 
Mentally I crave opiates, but I can control it these days. I don't crave it everyday, but it enters my mind daily, sometimes for a split second sometimes for longer. Do opiates ever leave the mind?


EDIT - I shouldnt say I crave it these days, but it enters my mind daily
 
Oxy's that i'm waiting to take later in the day when 36 hours passes since my last use of suboxone. Also, some MXE would nice and Ketamine too. Craving this coke that I have laying right next to me as well but i'm going to be responsible and save that shit for later. Oh and some Acid, DMT, or 25i-nbome would be nice to have for tomorrow. I do have some 4-Aco-DMT so that should be good enough.
 
Mentally I crave opiates, but I can control it these days. I don't crave it everyday, but it enters my mind daily, sometimes for a split second sometimes for longer. Do opiates ever leave the mind?


EDIT - I shouldnt say I crave it these days, but it enters my mind daily
Ive been through a few opiate binges over the years with Oxycodone, Hydromorphone, and Heroin (which was more of a habit really). Out of those, Heroin reigns supreme and still pops into my head every fucking day even after almost 5 years after quitting that habit. I craved it so hard and then I got Dope once back in January (or was it February) but just that one time kind of calmed down the cravings, like a "one last time" thing but I know thats not the last time Ill be using Heroin. I did it to put my mind at ease from the cravings. I know the horrors behind it and I will never go back to Dope. Even ex-addicts who have been clean from Dope for 30 years still say that it crosses their mind all the time. Its one of those evils that will always have its little niche in your head imo.
 
I know myself and many other dope heads who have sat idly by next to their phone waiting for the call to come in all while they got the sickness creeping up. If you want to get high, you don't want to be taking sub. Worst thing would be when after so many hours of misery you say fuck it and take the sub, but then the call comes through that everything is all good.


The only times I find sub to have euphoria to it is when I wake up from a cold sweat or I'm doing the hot/cold roll around under the covers, and then I put a piece of sub under my tongue and lay back down. Slowly feeling all the bad melt away and comfort set in so that I can fall asleep is pretty nice.

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As for thread, really could go for some kind of stimulant. If I had a 10mg adderall or something small like that it would be awesome. More weed would be nice too since my supply is shockingly low. Shockingly is the appropriate adverb to use as well. The day Carl Landrover runs out of weed is the day there is no more weed to smoke on the earth aka the end of the world. (Knock on wood. No weed is no joking matter)

I've had that happen So. Many. Times! Waiting out the sickness, watching the phone like it's gonna give birth any second... till I couldn't bare it anymore and just took some sub. But at least you can cop and use in about 12-24 hours... IF you can wait... usually I can't... So it's a waste... waste of a taste...

I agree, most of the pleasure from sub is the ability to take away the misery...

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OT: I am craving: heroin or oxycodone, and this fucking weed that was supposed to come through, plus cocaine randomly and Xanax... Fuck being a polydrug user :( I mean, I'd be... "happy" if I got any single one of those drugs (opiates being number one of course) but if I got ALL of them... :D I'm like that ungrateful kid on Christmas who gets like 2 out of 5 books/games/whatever in a series and is all pouty for no reason...
 
When I think about it know, mentally I long for 4-AcO-DMT. The intense feeling of inner peace is so blissful I could live in it forever. I do have it, but this weekend there will be no tripping. Last weekend with 4-AcO-DMT, 4-HO-MiPT and DPT was mentally quite intense and I don't feel like tripping now. But the feeling of inner peace I do long for.
 
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