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What Are You Craving? v. Fresh Outta Jail

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ErgicMergic said:
^^ Didn't you get lured in to a relapse with another 30-ish year old woman exactly a year ago (iirc)? It's totally up to you, it's your life, live it how you want it. However, isn't insanity "repeating the same mistakes and expecting different results"? If you want to get back knee-deep in the dope game, go for it, but if not, Blueiight has your back, we're always here for you stayfaded :)


I'm craving some low dose clonazepam right now. I ran out of my script early due to giving 15mg kpin away, and didn't refill until 36 days in. Been off for about 9 days now, dosing lyrica, Temazepam (just ran out), and alprazolam (ran out) scripts once a day, but I miss the smooth ups and downs with the long-half-life Klonopin.

Instead of taking 2mg a day, I'll try taking 1mg a day, with 0.5mg prn, and I'll reduce the lyrica back down to 600mg from ~1000mg, since the Klonopin absence will be taken care of. :)
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Yeah, my ex-coworker... who I still do dope with. I haven't stopped doing dope since my relapse in august.. I don't do it everyday, but that's only because I've been getting drunk everyday. So yeah, it all is insanity, and I do want to stop... it's just so fucking hard. Ugh, even my brother got me doing dope with him when I went to visit family for the holidays.... I cant escape it ahhh.
 
BlueHues said:
^Once you're in your late 20s you don't really notice how old people are anymore....What's the issue, you're afraid they won't have any toys for you to play with?

I used to hang out with low-lifes in their 30s that did heroin...then I became the low life in his 30s that does heroin, now those people are low-lifes in their 50s...
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So true... it's funny how young / older teens think they will magically quit weed / drugs in general once they become 20 +. As if your mind set automatically changes when you turn that age, but now i see people who are 50 doing heroin with their kids. Now i know how real things are, i'm 23.... and i could totally turn out to be one of these low lives if i don't get my shit together FAST. Already a low life as it is sadly...
 
SirTophamHat said:
big fan: what is thai tea ? a slang or an actual thing?
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delicious is what it is

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Score some cardamom, and you can participate in manufacture of this substance at home. I'd suggest substitution of coconut milk for half-and-half. Sheeet...I might have to go to the corner and get a hit of this now. ;)

ebola
 
dex, or kratom, or trams, or weed. pretty much most anything at this point... i could take benzo but then i'd have fewer of them for later.
 
I'm fully benzoed but I really want some trees. I'm on the road and decided I would just score when I got there. Seriously regretting it but I'm sure I'll be glad that I waited. I just don't like taking risks caring a fucking gram when I don't have to. When its all over I'll be back at point A blazing the best of the best again.
 
Some herb, just ran out a couple of hours ago :|

Also, any opioid would be nice :)

xstayfadedx said:
Yeah, my ex-coworker... who I still do dope with. I haven't stopped doing dope since my relapse in august.. I don't do it everyday, but that's only because I've been getting drunk everyday. So yeah, it all is insanity, and I do want to stop... it's just so fucking hard. Ugh, even my brother got me doing dope with him when I went to visit family for the holidays.... I cant escape it ahhh.
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Ah, for sure. In any case, it's completely up to you. I notice you have the personal insight to be aware of your own addictions, kudos xSFx :)
Good luck with being 20 and naturally conflicted at that age. To be specific, please watch your drinking, since all you need is to be an alcoholic on top of a relapsed heroin user. :(
 
xstayfadedx said:
Yeah, my ex-coworker... who I still do dope with. I haven't stopped doing dope since my relapse in august.. I don't do it everyday, but that's only because I've been getting drunk everyday. So yeah, it all is insanity, and I do want to stop... it's just so fucking hard. Ugh, even my brother got me doing dope with him when I went to visit family for the holidays.... I cant escape it ahhh.
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I'm doin the same shit...I quit two years ago and took to drinking...On a two month visit home(east coast) last February, I picked up a habit again! Now, I drink and take suboxone...but I usually just drink a six pack of strong, good beer every night...The beer I'm drinking now is a 4 pack, but it's 10.5% It's like the white-boy version of malt liquor! Expensive for 4, but a better buzz than 211!

My GF is 25 now, I'm 36....she was 18 when we first started dating....she's my baby!:D She did the drugs with me for years, but I completely protected her from the streets, the whole ugly aspect of it! I hate to see young girls get taken advantage of by the drug game! I know you're probably a bit more street smart than my little Midwestern country girl, but a cute young female will draw every scumbag on the block to her! Sad fact....Some girls end up being able to handle it though, and in some ways they have an easier time than dudes....but it's tough out there as a female overall...in what, Philly? Get off the hard shit now...it just gets rougher and rougher...
 
SirTophamHat said:
dex, or kratom, or trams, or weed. pretty much most anything at this point... i could take benzo but then i'd have fewer of them for later.
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earlier i was very tired and wanted either a pick-me-up or a dreamy experience.

now i just want a hit of DMT before bedtime tonite.
 
A sativa spliff to make the work I'm about to do more enjoyable, a bomber of DIPA to reward myself afterward, and an indica spliff coupled with some dex for tonight.

Fuck it guys, I like DXM. It costs virtually nothing and it gets the job done without any real hangover. If you can't get or afford ketamine and like dissociatives, DXM is actually a nice treat every now and then.
 
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