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What Are You Craving? v. Fresh Outta Jail

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ganja, heroin would be a big treat too.

the elevator at the hotel im staying at reeked of fire bud this morning, hopefully after my interview later today i will be able to find some for myself. otherwise i'll just drink, no biggie.
 
Something to calm my ass down some. Heroin? Xanax? Opana? Weed? I don't know, man. I just need this war in my head to cease to exist for a little bit. I'm not asking for much, just an hour or so.


...Fuck. I'm in such a shitty place mentally. I wouldn't wish the way I feel on my worst enemy. & I definitely wouldn't want them to handle it the way that I do. By fucking running away from it all, and drowning out my pain and problems in the bottom of a pill bottle. Or in the creases of a foil pack. I can't remember the last time I was truly calm. Sad, really. Fuck. Maybe I should go to #TDS. =x
 
Not really craving since I'm on the methadone clinic. Got on four months ago when I got locked up. But since I beat the charge n am out I am kinda craving some dope or IV coke

Not gonna do it tho. I max off state parole in July. (After being on it since 2008). I got very very lucky to beat the poss charge I was just in the county on. Or I'd have done 4 mo the on the charge, 6 months on the violation, and That 5.5 years of street time taken n given back as parole time. Sooooo not worth taking a chance. Ill just kick back on my lil methadone buzz for now...
 
i smoked all my weed so i wouldnt have to bring any through the airport(s) today

i am regretting that decision now... on the plus side, thursday night and friday were incredibly fun. i just want more weed. damnit.
 
IM SO FKIN BORED. wanna do a lot of oxy but I really shouldn't (SAID IN GAY ACCENT LIKE HOW A GAY WOULD SAY ABOUT A SLICE OF CHEESECAKE).

I just said "a gay" by accident. I think that's cool.
 
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