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What are you craving? v. Feel Good Hit of the Summer

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KAYLA2010 said:
Congrats on staying clean! and good luck keep up the good work!
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jones-in_J said:
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Good for you man im 30 hours withou and want to die. A dose of kratpm 8 hours agp helped a ton but im 3 hours from getting off work so im fucked for now. Gotta decide on kratom, sunoxone or dope after this. Whixh i have kratpm amd subs
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Don't congratulate me. I fucked up. I got high as fuck. Now I have to start all over. But what's the fucking point, eh? Everything else is fucking falling apart, so why the fuck should I stay sober? At least when I'm high, I don't give a fuck that my whole foundation is falling away beneath my feet.

Ugh. Fuck me.
 
Noise said:
Don't congratulate me. I fucked up. I got high as fuck. Now I have to start all over. But what's the fucking point, eh? Everything else is fucking falling apart, so why the fuck should I stay sober? At least when I'm high, I don't give a fuck that my whole foundation is falling away beneath my feet.

Ugh. Fuck me.
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If you had three months soberfrom heroin yesterday and posted this like half an hour ago i dont think you coulda caught a habit back yet.. just stop gor a few days at least man. Wish i did that before it got to the point of withdrawal again

Im( only slightly) withdrawing at 48 hours no heroin( due to-) high as fuck on mxe (and didnt sleep at all last night) so i hope this made sense.
 
Noise said:
Don't congratulate me. I fucked up. I got high as fuck. Now I have to start all over. But what's the fucking point, eh? Everything else is fucking falling apart, so why the fuck should I stay sober? At least when I'm high, I don't give a fuck that my whole foundation is falling away beneath my feet.

Ugh. Fuck me.
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Don't give up man, Your stronger than you think right now. Just take that relapse as a minor set back and stop while your ahead. Don't let it grab you back because if you do then not only will you feel the foundation around you falling apart but you will feel depressed because of the drug use and your confidence will go to shit. If you stay clean you can work on building you foundation in life and you will build your confidence while knowing your clean and working on it.

Your still doing great don't beat yourself up, Just tell yourself I fucked up this time but tomorrow I wont and im TRYING. You still have those three months, they are not erased just because of one day. Now forget that relapse and continue with you three months.

Good Luck your doing great man, don't let it fuck with you, :) <3
 
Yeah Heroin cravings seem to never go away but the longer you stay sober the easier it gets to deal with them.

I'm craving some MXE or Ketamine to go along with this dope.
 
I would first of all crave a fat bong rip, hell, PLENTY of fat bong rips, as I am on probation... And going to be until mid May... After that I'd say some opana (insufflated) or some Dialudid (IV'd).. Man only shot up Dillies a few times (one night, but a few times that night) and I got up to an 8mg shot and I was NODDIN' like a mofo!!
 
I'm craving the pink oxies I get every couple weeks. Also a nice cigarette to go with the high an hour after I snort them. Funny thing is, I hate cigarettes unless I'm stoned on oxies. Not even hydrocodone, but oxycodone.
 
i want some more powerful drugs. looking in the right places shouldn't be a problem though. however it is easier during the daylight hours. i think
 
im craving fucking ANYTHING right now besides this 40 i'm drinking. Like always weed is at the top of the list. I want to be stoned out my mind. I want to be too high to think. :X:(

THe worst part is I have some amphetamines and MXE that I REALLY would love to do but I have testing next week and I don't know what I can get away with. Last couple months was only a 4 panel test so I could get away with both of those but I dont want to false positive for PCP or something and fuck up probation.

I've also been wanting to do this 4-aco I have but nobody to trip with :(

Anybody else feel like as people grow up they grow out of their psychedelic experimenation phase and you're left with nobody to trip with?
 
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