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Gah I want some downers, my friend stole over half of my bag of meth, tried to convince me that it was a 60 sack, and then I weigh it and it's .25g!!! I have my weed but i don't have anything to smoke it out of except the meth pipe, which is full of meth residue, which I DON'T want. To further my troubles, after tomorrow I have to start drinking tons of water, and detox my system because I am getting a drug test next week. I haven't been smoking weed a lot for very long (usually I smoke maybe 1 time a month, because I barely buy my own, but I bought a large amount of hash, and now I can't go without it for more than 24 hours. I tried sleeping last night without it, but finally I gave in. So now I have to get that out of my system which will be much more of a bitch than the amphetamines. I shudder at the thought of how my family would react to me smoking meth, especially since my parents have been really getting into breaking bad lately haha so I can only imagine what imagery they would be getting in their head; me murdering my friends, stealing, living in tweaker pads with a bunch of crazy people, the whole stereotypical portrayal of drugs. While true, there are some of us who live with a set of self-governing rules, and are harm reduction enthusiasts, so we can enjoy these useful tools without ruining our lives and destroying ourselves. Jesus I need to stop doing meth and going on BL, I rant way too hard for way too long haha

Btw anybody know if weed will help sleep after meth, or if it'll just make me anxious and paranoid and all that bad shit? Cause I got no bentos, but I have a lot of hash. Weed should help sleep, as it creates melatonin in the brain. My only worry is that meth will have Ann odd reaction with the stimulant and psychedelic aspects of the hash, and that I'll just trip out and see the shadow people, who are unwelcome visitors tonight, as I would imagine they are for pretty much everybody (except for a friend of mine, he enjoys seeing them, although he is the only person I know who enjoys Dramamine and datura enough to take it more than once.
 
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Gah I want some downers, my friend stole over half of my bag of meth, tried to convince me that it was a 60 sack, and then I weigh it and it's .25g!!! I have my weed but i don't have anything to smoke it out of except the meth pipe, which is full of meth residue, which I DON'T want. To further my troubles, after tomorrow I have to start drinking tons of water, and detox my system because I am getting a drug test next week. I haven't been smoking weed a lot for very long (usually I smoke maybe 1 time a month, because I barely buy my own, but I bought a large amount of hash, and now I can't go without it for more than 24 hours. I tried sleeping last night without it, but finally I gave in. So now I have to get that out of my system which will be much more of a bitch than the amphetamines. I shudder at the thought of how my family would react to me smoking meth, especially since my parents have been really getting into breaking bad lately haha so I can only imagine what imagery they would be getting in their head; me murdering my friends, stealing, living in tweaker pads with a bunch of crazy people, the whole stereotypical portrayal of drugs. While true, there are some of us who live with a set of self-governing rules, and are harm reduction enthusiasts, so we can enjoy these useful tools without ruining our lives and destroying ourselves. Jesus I need to stop doing meth and going on BL, I rant way too hard for way too long haha

Btw anybody know if weed will help sleep after meth, or if it'll just make me anxious and paranoid and all that bad shit? Cause I got no bentos, but I have a lot of hash. Weed should help sleep, as it creates melatonin in the brain. My only worry is that meth will have Ann odd reaction with the stimulant and psychedelic aspects of the hash, and that I'll just trip out and see the shadow people, who are unwelcome visitors tonight, as I would imagine they are for pretty much everybody (except for a friend of mine, he enjoys seeing them, although he is the only person I know who enjoys Dramamine and datura enough to take it more than once.
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damn sucks to lose over half a bag of meth! your friend is taking skimming off the top to a whole new level. but oh well it happens, don't cry over spilt (or stolen) meth.
i would say to avoid smoking any hash or weed, just cause I know for myself and some others it can bring back or intensify some of that lovely paranoia. but I don't smoke all that often so it could just be me.. but still just to be safe, especially if you are going to have to be drug tested.
haha the stuff you say about the stereotypical tweaker pad is funny cause it's true a lot of the time. takes me back to when i had these neighbors that would help me out sometimes. them and their apartment was definitely a sight to see, I would feel so out of place in there just for having a full set of teeth. but they weren't bad people... im pretty sure they only broke in to my truck once. haha. i wonder what ever happened to them.
& who woulda thought that now I'm craving a nice shiny sack of speed.
anyways, good luck with the test and the sleep and don't let the shadow people in. :)
 
powpies said:
damn sucks to lose over half a bag of meth! your friend is taking skimming off the top to a whole new level. but oh well it happens, don't cry over spilt (or stolen) meth.
i would say to avoid smoking any hash or weed, just cause I know for myself and some others it can bring back or intensify some of that lovely paranoia. but I don't smoke all that often so it could just be me.. but still just to be safe, especially if you are going to have to be drug tested.
haha the stuff you say about the stereotypical tweaker pad is funny cause it's true a lot of the time. takes me back to when i had these neighbors that would help me out sometimes. them and their apartment was definitely a sight to see, I would feel so out of place in there just for having a full set of teeth. but they weren't bad people... im pretty sure they only broke in to my truck once. haha. i wonder what ever happened to them.
& who woulda thought that now I'm craving a nice shiny sack of speed.
anyways, good luck with the test and the sleep and don't let the shadow people in. :)
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Yeah I know that a lot of tweaker stereotypes are true, I'm just saying that I in particular am a cautious user, until I do the first bump or bowl, and from there I will go nuts until its all gone, and then regret it and end up just craving downers. But I mean I'm a normal looking guy, no track marks or meth mites or weird drug-related physical conditions, I have a relatively normal life, aside from the abnormal amount of hard drugs I use. I have a job, go to college and pay rent. I just happen to do meth a couple of times a month. As well as a bunch of other shit that would probably shock most people. I was just trynna say that the stereotypes are fucking it up for the rest of us, giving us a bad rep and causing people to make assumptions about other things we might do. I've seen some filthy tweaker pads, and they justify so many generalizations. I suppose the percentage of speed users like me who exercise hr and keep away from addiction is very small, so I guess I don't have much to support my argument... But whatever, I just keep it on the dl, let what Ido be private, that way people don't assume that I would kill someone for a hit of crank or whatever society chooses to believe.

And if weed won't work, than what can I use? I don't have any other drugs that would help, just some herbal supplements and vitamins and shit. Also what if I smoked a small amount of hash, only enough to relax my muscles and mind, and stimulate my appetite a bit? It's strong hash and the crank is amazing so I could definitely find myself in the old paranoid loop of temporary psychosis again, but I think a small amount mixed with valerian to minimize anxiety would work, so i guess thats that's what I'm gonna do... In 16 hours, when it's ok to go to sleep, for now, Ive just gotta fight through the day, and try to stay awake, alert, and functional.

@OT I am craving Xanax or heroin or both. Also, Ive been wanting opium for ages, but can't find any these days. My stim binges always lead to craving opiates and benzos, yet the stims are easier to get so I can never have both at the same time cuz whenever I have opiates or benzos, the stim hook is dry, and vice versa, but I can usually get stims most of the time, although they frustrate me, as they are incomplete without their counterparts to help soften the edge and make the experience more enjoyable.
 
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I've never done meth but years ago when I still did coke I stayed smoking weed, it kind of enhanced the effects, for me anyway
But who knows, If you wait a while after you come down a little it might help...
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
Yeah I know that a lot of tweaker stereotypes are true, I'm just saying that I in particular am a cautious user, until I do the first bump or bowl, and from there I will go nuts until its all gone, and then regret it and end up just craving downers. But I mean I'm a normal looking guy, no track marks or meth mites or weird drug-related physical conditions, I have a relatively normal life, aside from the abnormal amount of hard drugs I use. I have a job, go to college and pay rent. I just happen to do meth a couple of times a month. As well as a bunch of other shit that would probably shock most people. I was just trynna say that the stereotypes are fucking it up for the rest of us, giving us a bad rep and causing people to make assumptions about other things we might do. I've seen some filthy tweaker pads, and they justify so many generalizations. I suppose the percentage of speed users like me who exercise hr and keep away from addiction is very small, so I guess I don't have much to support my argument... But whatever, I just keep it on the dl, let what Ido be private, that way people don't assume that I would kill someone for a hit of crank or whatever society chooses to believe.

And if weed won't work, than what can I use? I don't have any other drugs that would help, just some herbal supplements and vitamins and shit. Also what if I smoked a small amount of hash, only enough to relax my muscles and mind, and stimulate my appetite a bit? It's strong hash and the crank is amazing so I could definitely find myself in the old paranoid loop of temporary psychosis again, but I think a small amount mixed with valerian to minimize anxiety would work, so i guess thats that's what I'm gonna do... In 16 hours, when it's ok to go to sleep, for now, Ive just gotta fight through the day, and try to stay awake, alert, and functional.

@OT I am craving Xanax or heroin or both. Also, Ive been wanting opium for ages, but can't find any these days. My stim binges always lead to craving opiates and benzos, yet the stims are easier to get so I can never have both at the same time cuz whenever I have opiates or benzos, the stim hook is dry, and vice versa, but I can usually get stims most of the time, although they frustrate me, as they are incomplete without their counterparts to help soften the edge and make the experience more enjoyable.
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oh yeah no don't worry I definitely wasn't trying to judge you or throw you into that dirty tweaker stereotype at all, but when you said that it just reminded me of those certain hook ups I mentioned who fit right in to that image. and yea I'm like you when it comes to that, go to work everyday, normal life, just happen to be a lover of using drugs haha. I actually just pulled an all nighter from a small adderall binge (if I still had said tweaker neighbors, it would've preferably been meth instead) and neither klonopin or subutex helped me get any sleep, though it did relax me a
bit. and now I'm in the opposite position that you're in.. I've got the downers but what i want are some stims to get me through this day. but ah well, caffeine will have to do the job.

oh and you are talking 16 hours before smoking? in that case yeah go for it, that's plenty of time I think. and what always seems to help me for sleep when I have no benzos is just a small dose of good old diphenhydramine (Benadryl) or even better, in my opinion, doxylamine (unisom sleep tabs). nothing crazy but just one or two tablets might help.
 
powpies said:
oh yeah no don't worry I definitely wasn't trying to judge you or throw you into that dirty tweaker stereotype at all, but when you said that it just reminded me of those certain hook ups I mentioned who fit right in to that image. and yea I'm like you when it comes to that, go to work everyday, normal life, just happen to be a lover of using drugs haha. I actually just pulled an all nighter from a small adderall binge (if I still had said tweaker neighbors, it would've preferably been meth instead) and neither klonopin or subutex helped me get any sleep, though it did relax me a
bit. and now I'm in the opposite position that you're in.. I've got the downers but what i want are some stims to get me through this day. but ah well, caffeine will have to do the job.

oh and you are talking 16 hours before smoking? in that case yeah go for it, that's plenty of time I think. and what always seems to help me for sleep when I have no benzos is just a small dose of good old diphenhydramine (Benadryl) or even better, in my opinion, doxylamine (unisom sleep tabs). nothing crazy but just one or two tablets might help.
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16 hours before smoking is not what i meant haha ive been tweaking since 2 pm yesterday, and i plan on sleeping in 16 (well now its 15 i think) hours, and then i can smoke my bud take my supplements and go to sleep. and wake up more or less refreshed.

binging on adderall is gross. its great for ADD, but if you redose, it just starts feeling worse and worse until you end up feeling like absolute shit, with side effects galore. i can't cinge on anything besides coke, meth, or dexedrine. the levo in adderall is not something that mixes well with sleep deprivation and imminent mild amphetamine psychosis. I used to binge on focalin, cause i was prescribed, but tolerance builds sooo fast for that shit, and the crash is worse than meth or MDMA IMO. the DRI stims generally are bound to make you crash hard, but with coke, you at least have euphoria, instead of some short-lived, weak stimulation and then a strong hellish crash. Meth has been my stim of choice lately, as im too broke for coke and to lazy to find any prescription meds.

also i have dramamine, which is essentially half potency diphenhydramine, so that would work as well right?

and i can never get downers, its ridiculous how hard it is to find some scrip opiates or benzos or something, the only shit i can get is tar, and thats still not a consistent, reliable source, like i have to place a fucking order, and then the guy will get it to me in like a month.

@OT im craving the stolen portion of my speed, which i might be able to repossess sometime today. still craving benzos but i cant get any so ill just have to see what i can obtain.
 
Anything to make this horrible feeling go away :(


Felt off yesterday, but I thought I was just tired. Then last night out of no where all my muscles started aching really bad, particularly my legs, back, and neck. It was like having a real bad flu or really bad dope WDs. I was uncomfortable, so I took some acetaminophen (which helped quite a bit) and laid down for two hours. When I woke up I was nauseated and had this killer headache that is like a migraine headache that I rarely get. It seems like every 3-4 years I suddenly get this bad headache where I'm pretty much incapacitated and simultaneously get stomach sick where I throw up.

That seems to be what's going on now, but it's not going away. :( Usually when I wake up after falling asleep I feel a lot better. I do feel better, but the better is being able to get out of bed as opposed to rolling around uncomfortably in it. Everything aches even just sitting right here. I'm getting really dehydrated, but can only occasionally take small sips of a drink lest I throw up. Every now and then my head gets these terrible flashes of intense pain, like a tiny person is swinging a tiny, albeit extremely hard, hammer around the inside of my skull.


I had this Spanish presentation due today. I didn't even get to finish last night because I started feeling so shitty. This post was tough to write. I don't know if I can focus on Spanish, much less drive to class and present.:!
 
i am craving a nice little bowl of weed to calm my tweaked ass down, as well as some benzos and opiates. I just want to feel better, and not like shit. i have a few lines of meth left but i want to save those for later so i dont spend all day coming down AGAIN feeling down and tired.
 
Im not sure. The only thing Ive ever used to come down from Meth is Clonazepam. I dont even like smoking weed to help that comedown, makes me too anxious. Its funny that the only time weed ever made me anxious is during Meth come downs. I mean, it makes sense but its the only time its ever happened haha.
 
Seyer said:
Im not sure. The only thing Ive ever used to come down from Meth is Clonazepam. I dont even like smoking weed to help that comedown, makes me too anxious. Its funny that the only time weed ever made me anxious is during Meth come downs. I mean, it makes sense but its the only time its ever happened haha.
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weed doesnt make me anxious anymore. ive figured out a way to effectively deal with anxiety on your own. although that can only do so much with meth or heavy psychedelics. a small amount of weed mixed with valerian and passionflower with kava kava should have me nice and relaxed soon enough.
 
What am I craving?

weed. oxycontin. meth. xanax. good old Black Beauties. Qualuudes Rorer 714. Ecstacy. Hash. Reds. Valium. LSD. Mushrooms.

I am craving an escape from my own thoughts for awhile. I can't use anything at all currently.

I'm surviving without anything, surprisingly enough. I was in all kinds of hurt for a while there, but now, I'm purely focused on my pharm training. I'll be clean until Christmas.

I am going to take enough substance to put me in orbit when my training is over. My tolerance will be a lot lower, so that will be good for my high.

I'm craving it all.

Most importantly, I'm craving a job and a paycheck WAY more than anything else.

Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
Btw anybody know if weed will help sleep after meth, or if it'll just make me anxious and paranoid and all that bad shit?
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My experience has been that smoking a top shelf indica will put a really nice ease into a tweak. I'm just one person though. Your mileage may vary.
 
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