Liquor. Idk why, but for some reason I haven't been drinking nearly as much as i used to (which was a daily trip to the bar after work where I'd have 2 strong drinks and leave, now I only drink when offered, really) and after around 4-6 days of not drinking, I've been getting this feeling like something is missing, then that'll turn into anxiety, then finally it'll turn into mania, and then eventually I'll drink and it'll be over... Hmmm... I don't like this, that's a bad sign.