Craving some LSD, wanna drop acid with a pretty girl & get on the same wavelength, just dig into each others minds out in the woods, among other things. Should be getting some L soon, if all goes well. If not I guess I'll do 4 subs with this girl soon, they have that same wholesome feeling & are wonderful compounds as well...
Could certainly use some hash. Hell if I could get a good few grams I wouldn't even buy/smoke any buds until I ran out. If I could find a consistent source I could go a while without flowers easily. I should really get into making my own hash at some point...
I really miss methoxetamine too. It is the ultimate drug, but I know it's bad for me, if I started doing it again my use would just escalate, that drug/dissociatives fit me far too well. I could get lost in that beautiful, terrible void forever, but I need to get my shit together & dissociating a lot is not compatible with that for me, unfortunately. But a part of me will always be there, no matter how far I get from that inner paradise...dissociatives are like psychedelics & opiates in one drug, all too perfect for introverted weirdos with anxiety/depression issues & an exploratory bent.