tyrael
Bluelighter
I've swayed back and forth a few times to reach the point I'm at now. From being a young teenager believing the normal Government/authoritative dictation children get, to a late teenager thinking I know it all and invincible - read: reckless. Then to gaining a considerable amount of pharmacological knowledge whereby I'm able to understand chemicals and their -dynamics/kinetics (and general anatomical/physiological/patho-physiological info). Then hitting one of my lowest points not too long ago and having to cease all drug use and start taking Paroxetine which has lead me to now...
One which has a (even if I do say so myself
)
pretty good understanding of pharmacology (and the like), an enough to have an appreciation of the harms/risks and understanding of drugs to know how dangerous they can/could be ...... yet still take that chance (while practising safe drug usage practises
).
Unfortunately, I think the last part of my story isn't too common (and by that I don't mean "not common" on BL, but the Aus drug-use population). Now I don't expect everyone to know the specifics on how their DOC works, but I do expect a general/rough knowledge base of the risks and how to minimise them.
I've met "dealers" who haven't even known what MDMA was! 
/hops off soapbox/
One which has a (even if I do say so myself



Unfortunately, I think the last part of my story isn't too common (and by that I don't mean "not common" on BL, but the Aus drug-use population). Now I don't expect everyone to know the specifics on how their DOC works, but I do expect a general/rough knowledge base of the risks and how to minimise them.


/hops off soapbox/