what about us???

[frostyangel]

yet another nite.
yet another nite wasted, leaving us
with no memories,
we sit here in silence,
and when we go to bed tonite,
the space between us will grow bigger.
you never wanted to realize, how bad
we got.
so what the hell did you decide you were
holding on too.
the smell of your hair even began to get on
my nerves knowing that i once could not get
enough of it when it was next to my head
did we imagin to mesh together,
did we forget what we were really looking
just to have a warm body next to mine,
we got so lost in our dreams of happiness,
believing one that is not, is the love we
were looking for.
did you really see my face when you closed your eyes
or was it blank, because you had not found your destiny
or was it the fact that the face i saw was not yours
but i wanted so much to believe that it should have been
yours, because you were my habit, my comfort zone, that
i built myself around, because i was just to afraid
just to afraid to be alone.....
and here i am, saying goodbye once again, to undiscover
what i tried to discover over our years that we wasted
not wanting to face, the unhappiness of our own shadows
that linger behind us, always trying to catch up to what
we never knew we had. when we always need time to ourselves,
but find we never want to be lonely.

 

[E-girl]

you didnt waste years with him. they helped you grow, they helped you become who you are today.
it was easy with him, because it was comfortable. he knew everything about you. but you will have that again with someone else, if you are patient, and if you just let it happen when it does.
dont settle for content.... shoot for bliss.

 

[up all night]

did we forget what we were really looking
just to have a warm body next to mine,
we got so lost in our dreams of happiness,
believing one that is not, is the love we
were looking for.
did you really see my face when you closed your eyes
or was it blank, because you had not found your destiny
or was it the fact that the face i saw was not yours
but i wanted so much to believe that it should have been
yours, because you were my habit, my comfort zone, that
i built myself around, because i was just to afraid
just to afraid to be alone.....
This is my favourite piece that I've read today. I wish I'd written it but more importantly I'm so glad I got to read it. This is me. This is my life at the moment. Thank you for posting. And sorry for putting so much of it up in quotes...but I couldn't pull out my favourite part.

when we always need time to ourselves,
but find we never want to be lonely.
[ 29 March 2002: Message edited by: up all night ]