well I'm homeless again.

My mother and I are currently homeless again. We have been since last Wednesday and have been staying at a hotel ever since. Wow, life doesn't get any easier does it? I don't even know what to say besides I want heroin more than ever. I'm not sure how much longer I can do this shit.

 

I can't say I know how it feels the only time I've been homeless is when I decided to put myself in that situation. If you lived in P.A I would say you guys could come and stay with me. Let me know if there's anyway I can help E>.

 

Thank you for your kind words and oddly I live in Pennsylvania if thats what you meant. We currently are looking at places to stay. However we are still in a hotel and currently both losing it. Don't know how much longer I can put up with this. I'm so tired and drained. I can't juggle this and work....then soon college. It's hard when I don't even have a place to actually even call home. It's crazy because the way we were kicked out was unjustified and we were in a program for domestic violence it was transitional housing but the people running the shit treat the women exactly how their abusers did. Everyone is in shock (other non profits) and some are just like we heard the stories. Well something should be done, so my mother got an attorney. Don't know what's going to happen... Just trying to stay strong and positive for now before I end up offing myself.

 

Damn, I'm so sorry to hear that. I wish I had something useful or helpful to say.. But I've never been in a similar situation so I can't really imagine what you must be going through right now. So.. all I can really say is good luck and try to stay positive. I really hope you and your mom get back on your feet again soon!

May I ask why you were kicked out of your home? If it's too personal I understand.

 

I nam really sorry to read that. you are obviously an extremely strong person and I know that you are going to kick ass in college. At the risk of sounding horribly cliche you just got to hang in there something is going to turn out right.

 

Where in P.A are you located? After coming up from Florida I noticed that housing here was A LOT cheaper and also there are a fuck ton more jobs!

 

My thoughts are with you Stay strong and remember this will pass and things will get better. Don't turn back to heroin, it will only make you feel better temporarily but then you will end up feeling worse.