OxycoDrone
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A friend got a whole bunch of M1/Methylone/bk-MDMA recently and we ended up taking quite a lot, especially me. We are both ex opiate addicts and so we decided to try and IV the methylone. It's very nice at first but the desire to redose skyrockets like nothing I've ever seen. I stayed awake for ~48 hours the first time, then another day dosing after that. Probably IV'd ~5 grams over the 3 days, being conservative. Didn't mean to take this much but for some of the time I was operating completely on autopilot and remember nothing.
Anyway, the last big dose I took was Sunday, and I started feeling really awful on Monday/Tuesday... was a bit better Wednesday and so I dosed on Thursday, stupidly, because a friend was doing it in front of me and I couldn't stop myself. Now it's 12:33am so it's technically Saturday morning, and 12 hours ago I felt like complete death. I've eaten now and feel a bit better, especially since I finally managed to get some pot which usually makes me feel better whenever something is going wrong with my body .. However, I can't shake the feeling that I'm gonna feel quite awful for the next wee while but I'm not sure how long it will be. I've got this weekend free but next week I have to start doing stuff again and would really like to feel normal.
Also, I'm taking methadone (prescribed) daily at the same time each day. 40mg p/d.
disphoria
Just a quick rundown of all my symptoms I can think of:
*Sweating
*Dysphoria
*Lack of appetite
*General unpleasant bodyload, hard to describe but just a vague feeling of awful
*The first night sober I was seeing patterns when I closed my eyes
Anyway, just wondering if this is at all normal and what I could possibly do to help myself feel normal again? I will never IV still type of chemical again, I can't believe I got talked into it. Thought I'd know better by now, but oh well. Never again. I usually post on OD/TDS but it'll be nice to meet some new people over here
Any advice or similarly circumstances? Hope it's just a few days recovery but if it's gonna be a long haul then I need to know.
Thanks,
-OCD.
Anyway, the last big dose I took was Sunday, and I started feeling really awful on Monday/Tuesday... was a bit better Wednesday and so I dosed on Thursday, stupidly, because a friend was doing it in front of me and I couldn't stop myself. Now it's 12:33am so it's technically Saturday morning, and 12 hours ago I felt like complete death. I've eaten now and feel a bit better, especially since I finally managed to get some pot which usually makes me feel better whenever something is going wrong with my body .. However, I can't shake the feeling that I'm gonna feel quite awful for the next wee while but I'm not sure how long it will be. I've got this weekend free but next week I have to start doing stuff again and would really like to feel normal.
Also, I'm taking methadone (prescribed) daily at the same time each day. 40mg p/d.
disphoria
Just a quick rundown of all my symptoms I can think of:
*Sweating
*Dysphoria
*Lack of appetite
*General unpleasant bodyload, hard to describe but just a vague feeling of awful
*The first night sober I was seeing patterns when I closed my eyes
Anyway, just wondering if this is at all normal and what I could possibly do to help myself feel normal again? I will never IV still type of chemical again, I can't believe I got talked into it. Thought I'd know better by now, but oh well. Never again. I usually post on OD/TDS but it'll be nice to meet some new people over here
Any advice or similarly circumstances? Hope it's just a few days recovery but if it's gonna be a long haul then I need to know.
Thanks,
-OCD.
