As usual, for the last year or more, even tho I am on Prozac... I just think it's my circumstances. Having to live with my parents under strict rules like I am 15, it really is taking a toll on me. Every day is the same. Tiptoe on eggshells around my parents if I don't do exactly what they want to please them. Yes I know I am an adult and should not be in this situation at all but it is what it is and I am very lonely.
Easy, SoCal... it sounds like your putting harsh expectations on yourself. You are not an adult at 15. Plain and simple. There will be PLENTY of time to be forced into the 'adult mold' but it isn't that time for you yet.
Do your thing, be well and happy and save the adult nonsense for a later day
Do your thing, be well and happy and save the adult nonsense for a later day
I've been in a similar boat. It can be tough to live at home as an adult; I'm assuming that you are an adult, and are saying that you're living under strict rules 'as though' you were 15, not that you are 15. If you are 15, then that's a whole other ball game.
The only thing that I can suggest, which worked a bit for me, was to get out of the house. Go walking, find a park, and chill there. Bring a book; there's nothing like reading a good book under a tree on a nice day.
The only thing that I can suggest, which worked a bit for me, was to get out of the house. Go walking, find a park, and chill there. Bring a book; there's nothing like reading a good book under a tree on a nice day.